Mar 29, 2005 18:17
y do i even bother...?
give me one reason...
nothing good can come from it...i will just end up like i was
that is y i'm not going to try and i'm very happy with what i have!
(if you are confused it is ok...i make no sence)
Ambi
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Why do you bother? You bother because that's who you are, and if you didn't, you wouldn't be you. You want everyone to be happy and maybe that won't ever happen, but it doesn't stop you from trying. It's not a crime to want the world to be a happy place; deep down inside that's what everyone want. That includes you, and as your friends, we just want you to be happy too.
You can never go back to the way "you were" because things will always be different. So many things would have to be exactly the same that no matter how badly you "messed things up" they could never align perfectly as how "things used to be". Who says you have messed anything up? Look around. Maybe things have changed, but it doesn't mean they are messed up.
So we haven't really talked or had our "Saturday night playing battleship and listening to open house party" things in a while, that doesn't mean you can't talk to me (sorry for being cliche). I know that probably doesn't mean anything right now and you won't really take use of it, but I'd rather you know you can talk to me but decide not to then to think you can't talk to me at all.
You told me once to have faith in you. I did. And I still do.
"Judge today not by the actions of yesterday."
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