Feb 15, 2007 23:43
Living here in my own apartment is strange but a change that I have certainly gotten used to. I really enjoy it here, but I recently have felt like my life is set on fast forward. The days are way too short to get everything done...the homework is piling up, there are always BILLS that seem they need paying...I do the laundry and it seems right after I finish it there is a whole mountain of clothing that needs to be done, or the dishes...oh God the dishes....it's starting to feel a little bit like I'm just buzzing along...like I can't stop to take a breath
it frightens me a bit.
if I'm feeling this way now, what am I to expect when I'm trying to raise a family and work at the same time? I will be taking care of and maintaining more and I'm just not sure how easy that is going to be. I am scared, and I just wanted to say it to someone that wouldn't/couldn't respond instantly.....