Feb 04, 2006 14:50
past 2 days....terrible.
Last night, me and nick broke up. So to all you
people who said u liked him, and tried to break us up.
yall win. : /
god, i miss him so much. i would do anything just to be with him again.
i mean, ANYTHING.
But someone told me that he didnt wanna get back with me. so i guess hes moving on.
ppl are tellin me to move on, BUT I CANT. i wanna be with nick, and NO ONE else.
GRRRRR!
i have to give him his ring back....& thats going to be SO HARD.
its like...handing the love we had, just over to him. && not knowing
where we are going in the future, being back together, or us having to move on.
:'( gah, i wanna CRY!
he took me out of his AIM profile, and i know this is stupid and sounds so childish,
but its like he took me out of his memory to just try and forget me.
even tho, im sure and hope thats not true.
GOD. I CANT STAND NOT TALKING TO HIM! I JUST WANT TO BE WITH HIM AGAIN. AND I WISH EVERYTHING WAS THE WAY IT USED TO BE. BOTH OF US HAPPY TOGETHER. NOT FIGHTING. HAPPY.
i just hope we can work EVERYTHING out and be together again.
i wish we could do this before valentines day...before next weekend...just soon!
i dont want to be alone.
i want to be with nick.
forever.