Fic:The Passenger (7/?)
Title: The Passenger (7/?)
Author: Amberwinters
Pairing: Adam/Kris
Rating: PG-13/R
Summary: AU fic where Kris Allen is returning from a missionary trip from Lesotho and meets his polar opposite on the flight home. Kris had no idea how powerful opposites attract and his life becomes even more of a rollercoaster.
Wordcount: 2,776
Notes: Sorry for the ridiculously long wait for this installment. Thank you for all your concern. Hopefully, I will stay more on track in the future. Comments are always appreciated even good, bad or otherwise :)
Warnings: Only some cursing and sexy times . I will update warnings as we go.
Part 1: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68332.html
Part 2: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68503.html
Part 3: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68734.html
Part 4: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68928.html
Part 5: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/69136.html
Part 6: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/69506.html
Kris was glad they left as a group as opposed to just him and Adam since he didn’t have to deal with an awkward ride home. Adam’s band was still pumped and seemed to be debating another hot spot. Tommy was trying to coax Adam to join them since his presence always guaranteed no waiting on line and plenty of free drinks.
Adam shook his head, “As tempting as it is to be your dancing bear, I think Kris and I are just going to call it an early night.”
Tommy laughed, “I bet you are.”
Lane pushed Tommy and turned to Adam, “Don’t forget you have an interview at 10 AM and then you are meeting your friends at 2 pm. You have to be at the airport at 7 AM on Monday. Kris, your flight to Arkansas is at noon so you can go with Adam and just grab some breakfast while you wait.”
Kris wasn’t looking forward to going back home, “Is it direct?”
Lane smiled, “Of course, you will back to normalacy by 4 pm on Monday. I am sure your girlfriend will be happy to see you.”
Adam glared at Lane, “Why are you worried about his girlfriend? Even Kris doesn’t seem to care. Anyway, I am not a child. Kris will make sure I make it to the airport on time, won’t you Kris?”
Kris was still a bit stunned at what a jerk Adam was being but rallied himself, “Of course because if you miss that flight I would be stuck with you another two hours.”
Brian laughed, “Good job, Adam, you cock-blocked yourself.”
Adam hesitated moment, “Shut-up, aren’t you guys getting dropped off somewhere soon?”
Brian shook his head, “And have you bitch about being the only rock-star that’s has to wait on the peons, no way. We are dropping you guys off at the hotel and then having some real fun until it’s time to go to the airport.”
They got to the hotel and went up to the room. Kris was still annoyed with Adam. He texted Katy that he would be home by Monday evening and then changed into his pajamas. Adam came out of the bathroom clean faced and stripped down to his boxer briefs. He looked more vulnerable than fierce. He gave Kris a hesitant smile, “Am I still in the dog house for saying you don’t care about that chick?”
“That chick is my girlfriend. Why do you insist on being a jerk about her?”
Adam shrugged, “I guess because I hate hypocrisy. You can’t be all that into her and then be with me. Plus, even though I am contributing to your bad behavior, I really don’t like cheaters. It makes me feel a little better justifying it with the fact that you don’t love her than to think you just cheat for the sake of cheating.”
Kris was a little confused, “Why does it even matter to you what my reasons for agreeing to do this or why I seem to be attracted to you? Surely, gay, bi- and straight men are throwing themselves at you all the time.”
Adam shrugged, “Not all the time just part of the time. Look, I told you I just hate cheaters.” Adam seemed to hesitate and then looked at Kris with pain in his eyes, “Gavin cheated on me. No one really knows that part, not even my band. They just hate him for the way I act around him and his bitchiness. First, I caught him with this movie producer and he cried he had no choice and that was how the industry worked. He went on and on how my success made him feel like he had to succeed and that is why he slept with the guy. Sure enough I forgave him, than a few months later he slept with one of my record producers and told me the guy threatened him and he did it for me. I ended up firing the producer which probably would have given me another hit. Like a jerk, I forgave him. Then, I had to go on a promo circuit and the label forbid Gavin from coming. They knew about the drama with the producer and I guess there were some complaints by staff. I almost got dropped by the label but luckily Gavin was dumb enough to fool around with someone in my friend’s club. So I dumped Gavin and went on the promo tour without him. This is the last leg of the promo tour. For the past week, he has been texting me how much he loves me and that he has changed blah, blah, blah. He claims he only kissed the guy at the club because he was drunk and mad about not going on the promo tour. It is pathetic really but I find myself missing him. I hate being single. I want to get even with Gavin for being a cheater but I also want to make sure he gets that it is over. I don’t want him back but I am afraid he will wear me down and in a moment of weakness, I might fool around with him. He was really good in bed.”
Kris didn’t know what to say, “TMI. Ok, that explains the charade but why are you fooling around with me?”
Adam rolled his eyes, “Kris, I may be fucked up about relationships but I am not dead and blind. You are really hot and physically my type. I can tell you want me and there is no way that I cannot take advantage of that. I am only human.”
Kris had to digest the words, “Wait, so you are fooling around with me because I am decent looking and easy?”
“I said you were hot. If you were just decent looking I would have let you sit in coach. I told you I was superficial. Anyway, now I am stressing out about tomorrow and dealing with this drama. You owe to me to help me relax.”
Kris had no idea what Adam was blaming him for now but he was too tired to deal with more drama, “You want me to give you a massage or sing a lullaby?”
“Actually…I was hoping for maybe a blowjob or maybe you would let me…”
Kris was still feeling slightly insulted and was feeling bad about cheating on Katie, “Not on the menu. You are right about cheating and I don’t want to be that kind of person.”
Adam shrugged, “Too late you already cheated so no sense stopping now.” Adam kissed him. Kris was momentarily dazed but quickly regained his senses and pushed Adam away.
“Adam, I can’t do this to Katy and frankly I don’t want to screw with my own head just because you want to relax.”
Adam ran his hand over Kris’ semi-erection, “This isn’t all about me. Don’t you want to know what you are missing with your beard?”
Kris did want to know. He wished he could bury his head in the sand but Adam had awoken something up in him that he needed to explore. Adam made him feel alive and filled with a sense of right that he often only experienced when he was immersed in his work abroad. While Kris’ mind raced, Adam used that pause to further excite Kris. Adam maneuvered Kris under him and started kissing and suckling Kris’ neck while deftly opening Kris’ button down shirt. Kris’ was still slightly buzzed and wasn’t thinking clearly past the moment. He knew he would regret it but Adam was right he wanted to know. Kris pushed his conscience aside and decided to just give in and deal with the consequences later.
Adam open Kris’ pants and wrapped his hand around his erection, “How far are you going to let me go, southern boy?”
Kris moaned, “I don’t know just don’t stop.”
Adam smiled, “OK, I won’t stop.” Adam kissed him and then hesitated, “Kris, if you do start to have doubts you can stop me at any point don’t feel like you can’t change your mind. OK?”
“Ok but just stop stalling.”
Adam laughed, “I love bossy bottoms.”
Reality hit, “Wait, maybe I am not a bottom.”
Adam shrugged, “Well, only one way to find out.”
Adam took the rest of Kris’ pants off and settled down between his legs. Kris felt Adam’s tongue along his shaft and eagerly awaited Adam’s mouth to become more aggressive. Kris almost lost it when he felt the wet heat of Adam’s mouth encase him. Kris couldn’t stop himself from pumping into the heat. He felt Adam’s moist fingers enter him while Adam continued to blow him. Although it felt odd to have someone’s fingers in him, it didn’t feel wrong. Kris was getting confused by all the sensations. It was pleasurable but he was starting to feel stretched.
Adam eased off his cock and Kris became more aware of Adam’s fingers in him. Adam smiled, “You are so fucking sexy. Am I hurting you?”
Kris didn’t want to think and certainly didn’t want to have a conversation, “No, keep going.”
Adam pulled out his fingers. Kris felt a bit empty. Adam was getting up which made Kris wonder if he did something wrong, “Where are you going?”
Adam looked sheepish, “Sorry I didn’t preposition any supplies. I need some oil and condoms.”
Kris watched as Adam grabbed the items from a bag. Part of him hoped Adam hurried before his conscience and sense kicked in. Adam also took the opportunity to undress. Kris was watching him. Adam was truly beautiful. Adam stroked himself while looking at Kris, “Still think you are straight?”
Kris shrugged, “I don’t know. Did you really want me to ponder that right now?”
“Nope,” Adam came back on the bed and kissed Kris, “Ponder it after.”
Adam kissed him, “Turn over.” Kris turned onto his stomach. Adam placed a pillow under him and spread his legs. Kris was starting to get nervous put then felt Adam kissing his lower back, “Relax, I am going to go very, very slow.”
Kris tried to relax. He felt Adam kissing him down his buttocks and then felt something moist circling his anus. It was warm and Kris could feel Adam’s breath. Kris felt Adam move back and then felt some cool liquid dripping onto him. Kris felt the lubrications being spread around an in his anus. He could feel something thick enter him, “Is that your cock?”
“Nope, it is still my fingers. Kris, you will know when I am using my cock. I want to try to get you as prepared as possible. Since it is your first time, I don’t want to mess it up.”
Kris could feel his body expanding for Adam’s fingers. He could also feel some pleasure from deep inside. Adam pulled his fingers out. Kris could feel more lubrication dripping all over him. Kris was no expert but he was pretty sure there was enough lube at this point.
Kris felt a lot of pressure. Adam was right Kris knew it was Adam’s cock trying to breach him and it burned. Adam kissed his neck, “You are still really tight. Try and relax.” Kris could feel his body giving and felt Adam slowly entering him. It seemed like Adam was going in forever, “How much more?”
Adam laughed, “I am half way. You are doing great.” Adam pushed a little faster and then Kris felt Adam’s hips against him, “I am all the way in. You feel amazing.”
Kris let out the breath he had been holding. It felt weird having someone so close, “you feel intrusive.”
Adam laughed which vibrated through Kris, “You will get used to me soon enough.”
Adam pulled out a bit and pushed back in gently, “OK, I am going to move more. If I do it right you should start to feel some pleasure. Tell me if I hit the right angle.”
Adam started moving his hips and Kris could feel him pumping more aggressively. Kris wondered if there was such a thing as a “right angle”. It was burning a little and Kris was ready to call it quits. Adam rolled his hips and Kris suddenly the pain switch to pleasure. Every time Adam bottomed out he felt intense pleasure deep within and let out a moan.
“Bingo, that is your sweet spot.”
Adam kept the angle and Kris found himself chasing his own pleasure “Go harder.”
Adam stated pounding him harder and reached around to Kris’ cock. “Kris, your body is amazing.” Kris could feel his orgasm coming on and then just felt an explosion. Kris let out a scream as he came. He felt Adam pump a few more times before releasing his own orgasm. Kris was completely wrecked. He felt Adam slowly pulling out. Kris just laid there unable to move. Kris had never had such an intense orgasm. It took him a moment to gather his wits. He felt Adam slowly pull out and rolled off him. Kris slowly turned to face Adam. Adam was rolling off the condom, “Good news, no blood.”
“I didn’t realize that was even a concern.”
Adam kissed him gently on the lips and then got up to throw away the condom. He grabbed a warm cloth from the bathroom and gave it to Kris. Kris was momentarily confused. Adam smiled, “Do you want me to wipe the extra lubrication off you?”
Kris felt a little dumb, “Er…no I got it.” The area felt very tender. Adam laid down next to him, “Thank you for letting me be your first.”
Kris was looking into Adam’s eyes and realized he was well and truly fucked, literally. On Monday he would return to Arkansas completely lost. Who knew how many people Adam deflowered? Maybe straight guys gave the gay thing a whirl all the time with Adam. Kris was not filtering at this point, “Do you do this a lot?”
“What? Sleep with men?”
“Be people’s first time.”
“No, because I don’t chase teenagers and most twenty-somethings are not virgins.”
“Brian said straight men go for you all the time.”
Adam expression grew darker, “Brian is a bull-shitter. I have had a few men that are considered straight make a pass but they were just in the closet. The few that were testing the waters usually got cold feet after a blow job. The fact that you went all the way just confirms that you are really gay and simply too repressed to notice.”
Kris frowned, “Or ridiculously easy.” The guilt was hitting him like a typhoon, “We shouldn’t have done that. Do you really think this means I am gay?”
Adam rolled his eyes, “I was wondering when your catholic guilt would set in. Your body was so responsive it was off the charts. At some level you must be gay or at least like cock.”
Kris cringed at the crudeness of Adam’s statement, “I am not catholic. You know I was on a mission for three months with no sex maybe I was just hard up.”
Kris immediately regretted his words when he saw Adam’s eyes narrow, “Well, I am glad I was able to help you get your rocks off, maybe you can return the favor by doing a good job tomorrow making my ex jealous since that is the real reason you are here.”
What started off as the most amazing experience in his life was quickly spiraling down. Apparently a glutton for punishment, Kris couldn’t resist asking a question bound to make him feel worse, “Was I better than Gavin?”
Adam hesitated apparently not willing to deliver the killing blow, “Apples and oranges.”
Kris forced a laugh hoping to lighten the mood, “That is a nice way of saying no. Well, you know I probably just need more practice.”
Adam accepted the olive branch and smiled back, “In that case, I volunteer to be a coach.”
Kris was getting sleepy and could tell Adam was the same. Kris turned off the light and turned away from Adam to sleep, “Good night, Adam.”
Adam wrapped his arm around Kris waist and pulled him closer, “Goodnight, my southern beauty.”
Kris smiled at the endearment and just relaxed against him. Kris fell asleep and woke up to Adam’s cell phone. Adam was still out cold. Kris woke Adam up and went into the bathroom. After relieving himself, he realized he was a bit sore and feeling very guilty. There was no denying it, he slept with a man and liked it. He was officially bisexual.
Author: Amberwinters
Pairing: Adam/Kris
Rating: PG-13/R
Summary: AU fic where Kris Allen is returning from a missionary trip from Lesotho and meets his polar opposite on the flight home. Kris had no idea how powerful opposites attract and his life becomes even more of a rollercoaster.
Wordcount: 2,776
Notes: Sorry for the ridiculously long wait for this installment. Thank you for all your concern. Hopefully, I will stay more on track in the future. Comments are always appreciated even good, bad or otherwise :)
Warnings: Only some cursing and sexy times . I will update warnings as we go.
Part 1: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68332.html
Part 2: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68503.html
Part 3: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68734.html
Part 4: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/68928.html
Part 5: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/69136.html
Part 6: http://amberwinters.livejournal.com/69506.html
Kris was glad they left as a group as opposed to just him and Adam since he didn’t have to deal with an awkward ride home. Adam’s band was still pumped and seemed to be debating another hot spot. Tommy was trying to coax Adam to join them since his presence always guaranteed no waiting on line and plenty of free drinks.
Adam shook his head, “As tempting as it is to be your dancing bear, I think Kris and I are just going to call it an early night.”
Tommy laughed, “I bet you are.”
Lane pushed Tommy and turned to Adam, “Don’t forget you have an interview at 10 AM and then you are meeting your friends at 2 pm. You have to be at the airport at 7 AM on Monday. Kris, your flight to Arkansas is at noon so you can go with Adam and just grab some breakfast while you wait.”
Kris wasn’t looking forward to going back home, “Is it direct?”
Lane smiled, “Of course, you will back to normalacy by 4 pm on Monday. I am sure your girlfriend will be happy to see you.”
Adam glared at Lane, “Why are you worried about his girlfriend? Even Kris doesn’t seem to care. Anyway, I am not a child. Kris will make sure I make it to the airport on time, won’t you Kris?”
Kris was still a bit stunned at what a jerk Adam was being but rallied himself, “Of course because if you miss that flight I would be stuck with you another two hours.”
Brian laughed, “Good job, Adam, you cock-blocked yourself.”
Adam hesitated moment, “Shut-up, aren’t you guys getting dropped off somewhere soon?”
Brian shook his head, “And have you bitch about being the only rock-star that’s has to wait on the peons, no way. We are dropping you guys off at the hotel and then having some real fun until it’s time to go to the airport.”
They got to the hotel and went up to the room. Kris was still annoyed with Adam. He texted Katy that he would be home by Monday evening and then changed into his pajamas. Adam came out of the bathroom clean faced and stripped down to his boxer briefs. He looked more vulnerable than fierce. He gave Kris a hesitant smile, “Am I still in the dog house for saying you don’t care about that chick?”
“That chick is my girlfriend. Why do you insist on being a jerk about her?”
Adam shrugged, “I guess because I hate hypocrisy. You can’t be all that into her and then be with me. Plus, even though I am contributing to your bad behavior, I really don’t like cheaters. It makes me feel a little better justifying it with the fact that you don’t love her than to think you just cheat for the sake of cheating.”
Kris was a little confused, “Why does it even matter to you what my reasons for agreeing to do this or why I seem to be attracted to you? Surely, gay, bi- and straight men are throwing themselves at you all the time.”
Adam shrugged, “Not all the time just part of the time. Look, I told you I just hate cheaters.” Adam seemed to hesitate and then looked at Kris with pain in his eyes, “Gavin cheated on me. No one really knows that part, not even my band. They just hate him for the way I act around him and his bitchiness. First, I caught him with this movie producer and he cried he had no choice and that was how the industry worked. He went on and on how my success made him feel like he had to succeed and that is why he slept with the guy. Sure enough I forgave him, than a few months later he slept with one of my record producers and told me the guy threatened him and he did it for me. I ended up firing the producer which probably would have given me another hit. Like a jerk, I forgave him. Then, I had to go on a promo circuit and the label forbid Gavin from coming. They knew about the drama with the producer and I guess there were some complaints by staff. I almost got dropped by the label but luckily Gavin was dumb enough to fool around with someone in my friend’s club. So I dumped Gavin and went on the promo tour without him. This is the last leg of the promo tour. For the past week, he has been texting me how much he loves me and that he has changed blah, blah, blah. He claims he only kissed the guy at the club because he was drunk and mad about not going on the promo tour. It is pathetic really but I find myself missing him. I hate being single. I want to get even with Gavin for being a cheater but I also want to make sure he gets that it is over. I don’t want him back but I am afraid he will wear me down and in a moment of weakness, I might fool around with him. He was really good in bed.”
Kris didn’t know what to say, “TMI. Ok, that explains the charade but why are you fooling around with me?”
Adam rolled his eyes, “Kris, I may be fucked up about relationships but I am not dead and blind. You are really hot and physically my type. I can tell you want me and there is no way that I cannot take advantage of that. I am only human.”
Kris had to digest the words, “Wait, so you are fooling around with me because I am decent looking and easy?”
“I said you were hot. If you were just decent looking I would have let you sit in coach. I told you I was superficial. Anyway, now I am stressing out about tomorrow and dealing with this drama. You owe to me to help me relax.”
Kris had no idea what Adam was blaming him for now but he was too tired to deal with more drama, “You want me to give you a massage or sing a lullaby?”
“Actually…I was hoping for maybe a blowjob or maybe you would let me…”
Kris was still feeling slightly insulted and was feeling bad about cheating on Katie, “Not on the menu. You are right about cheating and I don’t want to be that kind of person.”
Adam shrugged, “Too late you already cheated so no sense stopping now.” Adam kissed him. Kris was momentarily dazed but quickly regained his senses and pushed Adam away.
“Adam, I can’t do this to Katy and frankly I don’t want to screw with my own head just because you want to relax.”
Adam ran his hand over Kris’ semi-erection, “This isn’t all about me. Don’t you want to know what you are missing with your beard?”
Kris did want to know. He wished he could bury his head in the sand but Adam had awoken something up in him that he needed to explore. Adam made him feel alive and filled with a sense of right that he often only experienced when he was immersed in his work abroad. While Kris’ mind raced, Adam used that pause to further excite Kris. Adam maneuvered Kris under him and started kissing and suckling Kris’ neck while deftly opening Kris’ button down shirt. Kris’ was still slightly buzzed and wasn’t thinking clearly past the moment. He knew he would regret it but Adam was right he wanted to know. Kris pushed his conscience aside and decided to just give in and deal with the consequences later.
Adam open Kris’ pants and wrapped his hand around his erection, “How far are you going to let me go, southern boy?”
Kris moaned, “I don’t know just don’t stop.”
Adam smiled, “OK, I won’t stop.” Adam kissed him and then hesitated, “Kris, if you do start to have doubts you can stop me at any point don’t feel like you can’t change your mind. OK?”
“Ok but just stop stalling.”
Adam laughed, “I love bossy bottoms.”
Reality hit, “Wait, maybe I am not a bottom.”
Adam shrugged, “Well, only one way to find out.”
Adam took the rest of Kris’ pants off and settled down between his legs. Kris felt Adam’s tongue along his shaft and eagerly awaited Adam’s mouth to become more aggressive. Kris almost lost it when he felt the wet heat of Adam’s mouth encase him. Kris couldn’t stop himself from pumping into the heat. He felt Adam’s moist fingers enter him while Adam continued to blow him. Although it felt odd to have someone’s fingers in him, it didn’t feel wrong. Kris was getting confused by all the sensations. It was pleasurable but he was starting to feel stretched.
Adam eased off his cock and Kris became more aware of Adam’s fingers in him. Adam smiled, “You are so fucking sexy. Am I hurting you?”
Kris didn’t want to think and certainly didn’t want to have a conversation, “No, keep going.”
Adam pulled out his fingers. Kris felt a bit empty. Adam was getting up which made Kris wonder if he did something wrong, “Where are you going?”
Adam looked sheepish, “Sorry I didn’t preposition any supplies. I need some oil and condoms.”
Kris watched as Adam grabbed the items from a bag. Part of him hoped Adam hurried before his conscience and sense kicked in. Adam also took the opportunity to undress. Kris was watching him. Adam was truly beautiful. Adam stroked himself while looking at Kris, “Still think you are straight?”
Kris shrugged, “I don’t know. Did you really want me to ponder that right now?”
“Nope,” Adam came back on the bed and kissed Kris, “Ponder it after.”
Adam kissed him, “Turn over.” Kris turned onto his stomach. Adam placed a pillow under him and spread his legs. Kris was starting to get nervous put then felt Adam kissing his lower back, “Relax, I am going to go very, very slow.”
Kris tried to relax. He felt Adam kissing him down his buttocks and then felt something moist circling his anus. It was warm and Kris could feel Adam’s breath. Kris felt Adam move back and then felt some cool liquid dripping onto him. Kris felt the lubrications being spread around an in his anus. He could feel something thick enter him, “Is that your cock?”
“Nope, it is still my fingers. Kris, you will know when I am using my cock. I want to try to get you as prepared as possible. Since it is your first time, I don’t want to mess it up.”
Kris could feel his body expanding for Adam’s fingers. He could also feel some pleasure from deep inside. Adam pulled his fingers out. Kris could feel more lubrication dripping all over him. Kris was no expert but he was pretty sure there was enough lube at this point.
Kris felt a lot of pressure. Adam was right Kris knew it was Adam’s cock trying to breach him and it burned. Adam kissed his neck, “You are still really tight. Try and relax.” Kris could feel his body giving and felt Adam slowly entering him. It seemed like Adam was going in forever, “How much more?”
Adam laughed, “I am half way. You are doing great.” Adam pushed a little faster and then Kris felt Adam’s hips against him, “I am all the way in. You feel amazing.”
Kris let out the breath he had been holding. It felt weird having someone so close, “you feel intrusive.”
Adam laughed which vibrated through Kris, “You will get used to me soon enough.”
Adam pulled out a bit and pushed back in gently, “OK, I am going to move more. If I do it right you should start to feel some pleasure. Tell me if I hit the right angle.”
Adam started moving his hips and Kris could feel him pumping more aggressively. Kris wondered if there was such a thing as a “right angle”. It was burning a little and Kris was ready to call it quits. Adam rolled his hips and Kris suddenly the pain switch to pleasure. Every time Adam bottomed out he felt intense pleasure deep within and let out a moan.
“Bingo, that is your sweet spot.”
Adam kept the angle and Kris found himself chasing his own pleasure “Go harder.”
Adam stated pounding him harder and reached around to Kris’ cock. “Kris, your body is amazing.” Kris could feel his orgasm coming on and then just felt an explosion. Kris let out a scream as he came. He felt Adam pump a few more times before releasing his own orgasm. Kris was completely wrecked. He felt Adam slowly pulling out. Kris just laid there unable to move. Kris had never had such an intense orgasm. It took him a moment to gather his wits. He felt Adam slowly pull out and rolled off him. Kris slowly turned to face Adam. Adam was rolling off the condom, “Good news, no blood.”
“I didn’t realize that was even a concern.”
Adam kissed him gently on the lips and then got up to throw away the condom. He grabbed a warm cloth from the bathroom and gave it to Kris. Kris was momentarily confused. Adam smiled, “Do you want me to wipe the extra lubrication off you?”
Kris felt a little dumb, “Er…no I got it.” The area felt very tender. Adam laid down next to him, “Thank you for letting me be your first.”
Kris was looking into Adam’s eyes and realized he was well and truly fucked, literally. On Monday he would return to Arkansas completely lost. Who knew how many people Adam deflowered? Maybe straight guys gave the gay thing a whirl all the time with Adam. Kris was not filtering at this point, “Do you do this a lot?”
“What? Sleep with men?”
“Be people’s first time.”
“No, because I don’t chase teenagers and most twenty-somethings are not virgins.”
“Brian said straight men go for you all the time.”
Adam expression grew darker, “Brian is a bull-shitter. I have had a few men that are considered straight make a pass but they were just in the closet. The few that were testing the waters usually got cold feet after a blow job. The fact that you went all the way just confirms that you are really gay and simply too repressed to notice.”
Kris frowned, “Or ridiculously easy.” The guilt was hitting him like a typhoon, “We shouldn’t have done that. Do you really think this means I am gay?”
Adam rolled his eyes, “I was wondering when your catholic guilt would set in. Your body was so responsive it was off the charts. At some level you must be gay or at least like cock.”
Kris cringed at the crudeness of Adam’s statement, “I am not catholic. You know I was on a mission for three months with no sex maybe I was just hard up.”
Kris immediately regretted his words when he saw Adam’s eyes narrow, “Well, I am glad I was able to help you get your rocks off, maybe you can return the favor by doing a good job tomorrow making my ex jealous since that is the real reason you are here.”
What started off as the most amazing experience in his life was quickly spiraling down. Apparently a glutton for punishment, Kris couldn’t resist asking a question bound to make him feel worse, “Was I better than Gavin?”
Adam hesitated apparently not willing to deliver the killing blow, “Apples and oranges.”
Kris forced a laugh hoping to lighten the mood, “That is a nice way of saying no. Well, you know I probably just need more practice.”
Adam accepted the olive branch and smiled back, “In that case, I volunteer to be a coach.”
Kris was getting sleepy and could tell Adam was the same. Kris turned off the light and turned away from Adam to sleep, “Good night, Adam.”
Adam wrapped his arm around Kris waist and pulled him closer, “Goodnight, my southern beauty.”
Kris smiled at the endearment and just relaxed against him. Kris fell asleep and woke up to Adam’s cell phone. Adam was still out cold. Kris woke Adam up and went into the bathroom. After relieving himself, he realized he was a bit sore and feeling very guilty. There was no denying it, he slept with a man and liked it. He was officially bisexual.