Chapter 3
Three weeks into the tour Kris knew three things. First, Adam was indeed a slut. Second, Adam was heartless to his lovers. Third, he had fallen for Adam anyway. Not good. Kris had been excited when he joined the tour. Unfortunately, no one besides Adam felt the same way. In fact, the tour promoter tried to stop Kris from joining by claiming there was no room. Adam insisted that Kris was coming and declared he would stay in his room. Adam usually had a suite so Kris could sleep on the couch while Adam shared his bed with whatever twink he chose for the night. Every night Adam had someone new. He usually just picked men out of the audience and had the roadies bring them back stage.
Kris would have quit the tour after the first time he had to listen to Adam have sex in the other room but the time they spent together was too fun. Adam’s diva persona melted as soon as they left the group to go on their adventures. Adam became sweet, enthusiastic and charismatic. Kris was hooked.
A month after he joined the tour they played in Oklahoma. The concert went well and they returned to the hotel. Adam had two pretty boys with him and he turned to Kris, “I’d share but they are not your type. You can bring girls back to the room too, you know.”
“That’s OK. I am taking a break from sex.”
“How boring for you. Why don’t you take the bed? I can fuck these guys in the living room since they aren’t sleeping over.”
One of the guys started to protest, “I thought we’d go all night, sexy rock star.”
“Well, let me shatter that illusion right now. You both are staying an hour tops. I got shit to do tomorrow so this is going to be a wham-bam-thank-you-man time.”
Kris laughed despite himself and went into the bedroom. It would be good to sleep in a real bed. An hour later Kris heard Adam take a shower and then enter the bedroom. Kris sat up, “You want your bed back?”
“It is a big bed. Besides, I am totally fucked out so you are perfectly safe sleeping with the queer.”
That was how Kris found himself sleeping with Adam every night. When they didn’t have a suite, Kris just hung out with the band for an hour or so before going to Adam’s room. Five weeks into the tour, everyone was warming up to Kris and telling him how much better it was with him there. Tommy, Adam’s bassist, was the most direct, “You have a calming influence on Adam. His diva bullshit has gone down and he is even acting human most of the time.”
“Adam is a great guy. I think he is just protecting himself with his attitude. He’s not attracted to me so he doesn’t see me as a threat.”
“No, I just think he believes you are straight as an arrow. But I see the way you are around him and if I didn’t know different, I’d say you have fallen for him.”
“I am not gay, Tommy.”
“Well, then I’d say you were well on your way to being bi. Be careful, Kris, as much as I love Adam, he treats lovers like shit and you would not be an exception. Why don’t you just crash on the other bed? Longinue’s better half came down for the night so they got another room.”
Kris agreed since it would be good to put a little distance between him and Adam. Kris took off his shoes, laid down and fell asleep. Kris awoke to banging on the door. Tommy woke up too. “The building better be on fire.” Tommy opened the door and Adam was standing out there shirtless in sweat pants.
“Have you seen Kris?”
Kris got worried, “I’m in here. What’s wrong?”
Adam looked around the room as Tommy climbed back into his bed. Adam shrugged, “I woke up alone and worried something happened.”
“Tommy had an extra bed so I figured I’d sleep in here.”
“Oh. Well, since you are up anyway, why don’t you come back with me to our room?”
Tommy threw a pillow at Adam, “He is not your stuffed animal, Adam. Go back to bed and you can see him in the morning.”
“Fuck you, Tommy. Kris and I have things to do tomorrow so he may as well come back with me now.”
Kris could tell Adam was working himself into a diva fit so he got up. Kris looked at Tommy apologetically, “OK, Adam’s right we want to get an early start.”
Kris grabbed his shoes and followed Adam back to his room. Adam laid down and held the covers up for Kris to climb in. Kris climbed in and Adam pulled Kris against him. “Tommy’s right, you are like my little Koala bear.” Adam kissed him on the head and went to sleep. Kris laid awake slightly aroused. Adam’s scent was intoxicating and the heat between them unbearable. Kris wished he had jerked off that night so he too could be sleeping like a baby.
Kris stopped questioning his relationship with Adam because it was just too weird. The tour hit Dallas on Kris’ birthday. Kris was feeling a little depressed on his 24th birthday. He was still single, unemployed and apparently latently gay. Not too much to celebrate. Adam hadn’t wished him a happy birthday and everyone was being secretive which meant Kris probably had to endure a lame party. They played a show that night and returned to the hotel. They had a cake and a lot of booze to celebrate. Kris did a couple shots and then Adam pulled Kris toward their room, “I have a special birthday present for you, the perfect gift, cute guy.”
Kris was excited they went in the room. Adam continued, “I decided to give you a blowjob for your birthday.”
Kris spit out his drink. That was a perfect gift. Adam’s blowjobs were legendary. Kris should know since he heard Adam giving them almost every night. Adam giggled, “That’s right, honey, a blowjob from…” A beautiful woman came out of the bedroom. “Her.”
Kris’ heart sank and he couldn’t hide his disappointment, “Oh. That’s…nice.”
Adam looked at Kris, “What? You wanted me to suck your cock?”
Kris looked at Adam and shrugged, “They are world famous.”
Kris noticed Adam getting nervous and figured he had to fix it. “I am kidding, Adam.” Kris went over by the girl hoping to play it off, “Hi, beautiful.”
She dropped to her knees and started opening Kris pants. Kris turned to Adam and saw him watching intently. Kris cleared his throat. Adam looked up and then blushed, “Sorry, I guess you don’t want an audience. Happy birthday, Kris.” Adam walked out lacking his usual grace. Kris tried to focus on his blowjob but couldn’t help wishing it was Adam. She finished up and left. Kris had a feeling she wasn’t too impressed. Adam didn’t come back in the room that night. The next day there was an initial awkwardness between them but they soon began to joke again. Kris could still feel an underlying tension that hadn’t been there before. Tommy had remarked on it saying they should fuck and get it over with. Adam reacted by firing him which had little affect since he did that everyday anyway.
A few days later they were in Huston and the best Kris could do was find the most awesome steakhouse. Adam was whining about gaining weight and his arteries hardening, but Kris was in heaven. Adam pouted, “You didn’t work very hard to find a good attraction here.”
“Oh contraire, my sparkly friend, I searched high and low for the best ribs in Texas. I found them too. Now eat up and stop crying about putting on an ounce or two.”
Adam smiled and ate. They were on their third beer when Kris heard Adam clear his throat, “So, I have been thinking about what happened on your birthday. If you still want me to give you a blowjob, I will.”
Kris spit out his drink, “Excuse me?”
“Look, you are right my blowjobs are legendary. You hear my lovers in ecstasy so it is only natural you are curious. I decided I could blow you and still be friends. After all it isn’t fucking it is just fooling around. It wouldn’t even make you gay since a mouth is a mouth.”
Kris stared at Adam in shock but Adam just continued, “Don’t worry. You don’t have to reciprocate. Consider it part of your birthday present since that is what you really wanted.”
Kris wasn’t sure if he should be pissed at Adam’s conceit or aroused because he was right about his lovers. Kris struggled for a response, “Er…thanks.”
Adam nodded, “Not tonight though because I am so stuffed I couldn’t even swallow.” Adam giggled and kissed Kris on the cheek. They went back to the room and just passed out. The next day Kris was tense with anticipation. Adam performed and then they all went to an after party. Adam had his usual entourage of cute twenty something twinks. Kris went over, “You are going to come back to the hotel alone, right?”
Adam smiled, “Maybe we should take a guy to blow me too.”
Kris got annoyed, “I don’t want one of your boy toys there while I am getting a blowjob. Maybe we should just forget it.”
“Take it easy, jealous boy, nobody is pissing on your party.” Adam turned to the twinks worshipping him, “Sorry boys, Kris doesn’t want company so you all are out of luck.”
They all glared at Kris simultaneously. That’s right boys it’s my turn. Adam and Kris left the party and went back to their room. Adam told Kris to take a shower and he would do the same. Kris showered and went in the bedroom. Adam jumped in the shower while Kris laid on the bed getting nervous. Adam came out in a robe, “You sure you are ready for this?”
“Yeah, I am sure.” Kris opened his robe and relaxed when he saw Adam stare appreciatively. Adam came over opening his own robe and then hesitated, “Is this ok or is it freaking you out? You probably don’t want to see I have a cock.”
Kris looked at him sincerely, “You are beautiful, Adam. Even your cock is beautiful so I don’t mind looking at it.”
Adam’ eyes lit up, “Good. Now, this is just a friendly blowjob so no weirdness after, ok?”
Kris doubted he could do that but he wasn’t about to risk waving a red flag. “Of course, no big deal.”
Adam took off his robe and kneeled down at the foot of the bed. He leaned forward and started kissing Kris up his leg slowly and sensually. Kris was getting turned on by Adam’s intense concentration. Adam licked Kris length reverently and smiled, “You really are beautiful, Kris. I should have known your cock would be cute too.”
Kris bit his lip as Adam took all of him in his mouth. Adam definitely had a talented tongue. Kris was going to have to seriously focus to avoid embarrassing himself with a premature ejaculation. Adam relented just in time and started suckling his testicles. Kris was gripping the sheets with all his might. Adam lifted one of Kris’ legs and put it over his shoulder. Kris wasn’t sure what Adam was doing but pretty sure he’d like it. Kris felt something moist and wet near his entrance and realized it was Adam’s tongue.
“Holy shit, what are you doing?”
“Showing you why men are better at blowjobs.”
Kris nearly jumped out of his skin as Adam’s tongue entered him. Adam poked his head up and smiled mischievously and refocused on Kris’ cock. Adam set a consistent rhythm. Kris felt himself teetering near the edge when he felt a sharp pain and then pleasure. He realized Adam had his fingers in him and he liked it. No woman had ever done that to him. Kris came suddenly and violently. Adam’s fingers were still in him as Adam sucked him through his orgasm. Kris was exhausted but kind of liked feeling Adam in him. Adam was watching Kris and continued to move his fingers, “You are so fucking tight. I wish I was in you.”
That sounded like a brilliant suggestion. Kris looked at Adam, “Come on in, then.”
Adam seemed to hesitate and then looked into Kris’ eyes, “Really? I can fuck you?”
Kris opened his legs a little more to give Adam better access. Adam moaned, “I want you so fucking bad, Kris. I’ll make it good for you, I promise.”
Kris smiled knowing Adam’s aversion to bedding first timers was obviously out the window. Adam removed his finger which made Kris feel empty. “Don’t stop, Adam.”
“I’m just getting started, baby. I need to get some supplies out.” Adam grabbed his industrial size lube and some condoms. “Turn over.” Kris turned on his stomach and Adam placed a pillow under his hips. Adam laid on top of him kissing his neck. Kris could feel Adam’s large cock against his leg and started to freak a little. Kris turned his head to protest but suddenly Adam’s tongue was in his mouth and they were kissing like lovers. Adam was caressing Kris gently trying to relax him. He was wearing down all of Kris’ natural defenses with tenderness.
Adam grabbed the lube, “This may feel cold but it will warm up.” Adam didn’t lie it was like an icicle getting shoved up his ass. Kris tensed but then relaxed as Adam worked him open again. Kris was getting used to Adam’s fingers and relaxed. Adam removed his fingers and Kris felt intense pressure on his entrance.
“You are doing great, baby. Breathe for me.” Kris let out the breath he was holding and cried out as Adam breached his entrance. “Relax, honey.” Adam pushed all the way in with one smooth stroke. Kris cried out in pain. “You asshole!”
Adam chuckled, “Sorry there was no good way but I am all the way in. I’ll just stay still until you adjust.” Adam was kissing him again. As the pain subsided, Kris was overtaken by feelings of intimacy he had never felt before. Adam began to move in him. It was uncomfortable but Kris tried to relax. Adam began to move faster and harder. Kris felt a jolt of pleasure and cried out.
“Found it. You are going to love this.” Adam was right. Kris felt pleasure radiating throughout his body and forgot all about his pain. “You feel too good, Kris, I am not going to last.” Adam began jerking Kris off and moving faster. Kris was surprised his body responded so fast after his first orgasm. Kris found himself coming again and Adam following a few seconds later. Adam collapsed on top of Kris and gently pulled out. Adam got up and went in the bathroom. He returned a moment later with a warm wet cloth. He gently wiped Kris and laid down beside him. Kris rolled over and starting kissing Adam, “That was amazing. You are amazing. Is gay sex always this good?”
Adam laughed, “Yes, why do you think I do it so much. So has the great Glambert converted another one?”
Kris bit Adam on the lip, “Maybe. Can I fuck you next?”
Adam looked at Kris and then laughed, “Stop giving me those puppy dog eyes. I don’t usually catch…but since I am breaking all my rules. Try not to be too clumsy.”
Kris was surprised Adam was being so accommodating. He didn’t always eavesdrop but he overheard enough of Adam having sex to know he was always a top. Clearly this was proof Adam saw him as more than just a good time. Now he just needed to get hard again after coming twice.
Kris kissed Adam and then cuddled up against him. He had a feeling Adam wasn’t a cuddler but he needed to be near him. Adam put his arm around Kris and kissed him back. Kris was too satiated to stay awake. He fell asleep happy and in love. He woke up a couple hours later and was hard. He hoped Adam was still game. Kris pressed himself against Adam hoping to wake him.
“Stop poking me.”
“Good you are up. I want to take my turn, lover.”
“That shipped sailed two hours ago. I’ll let you know when the next cruise is.” Adam pulled Kris into him spoon fashion. “Sleep now.” Kris didn’t like that answer. He turned to face Adam and looked into his eyes, “You promised.”
Adam stared back, “I didn’t exactly promise. OK if you really want to fuck me, then you have to prove it by blowing me.”
Kris laughed, “Are you banking on me chickening out?”
Adam shrugged, “The ball’s in your court.”
“Fine, I’ll suck your cock.”
Adam laughed, “You are really taking to this gay think like a fish takes to water. Suck away, cute guy.”
Kris moved down and stared at Adam’s cock. Easier said than done. Kris looked back up at Adam, “Can I do this after?”
“No way. Be glad I didn’t ask for rimming. Now hop to it, Kristopher.”
Kris had no idea what rimming was but he assumed it was worse. Kris tentatively licked Adam’s cock. Not too bad. Kris took the tip in his mouth and Adam moaned. Kris felt encouraged and wrapped his hand around the base and began sucking in earnest. Kris was getting into it since Adam seemed to like it so much. Adam grabbed the lube and Kris continued to suck as Adam started preparing himself. Kris was getting hard watching Adam work himself open. Adam grabbed Kris hair and yanked his head up, “Ok, show time. Put a condom on with lots of lube.”
Kris sat up and did as he was told. Adam raised his knees to his chest, “Have had it, stud”
Kris climbed on Adam and slowly tired to push in. Adam seemed to get annoyed, “Today, Kris. I have an interview at noon.”
Kris pushed in fast and hard since Adam was being an ass. Adam grunted. Kris started moving. Adam felt tighter than any woman he had been with. Kris had never had anal sex even with a girl. He stared into Adam’s grey-blue eyes as he made love to him. There was no going back. Kris tried to make it last but there was too much friction. Kris came. Adam groaned, “Too soon. You are supposed to wait for me.”
“You were too tight and felt too good. Sorry, I’ll take care of you.” Kris went back to giving Adam a blow job. Adam came a few minutes later after warning Kris. The warning allowed Kris to switch to a hand job since he wasn’t ready to taste semen.
Kris looked at Adam for approval, “Was that OK?”
“Which the premature ejaculation or aborted blow job?”
Kris cringed at Adam’s words. He felt small and pathetic. Adam kissed Kris, “I am kidding. You were wonderful now let’s get some sleep.” Kris still felt bad but then Adam hugged him close and kissed his neck, “You more than surpassed my expectations and you wore me out. Goodnight, cute guy.”
Kris gave into sleep. The next day, Kris woke up feeling sore but good. Adam was sleeping on the other side of the bed looking beautiful. Kris leaned over and kissed him. Adam kissed him back but then stiffened. Kris watched Adam start to panic.
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing. I just remembered I have a lot to do today. I am going to take a shower.”
“Can I help? I can clean all those hard to reach places.”
Adam smiled stiffly, “Er…no…I just need a few minutes alone.”
Kris figured Adam was just freaking out because for the first time in a long time he had meaningful sex. Adam showered a while and came out just in time to pack and head to the buses. Kris tried not to panic but it was obvious Adam was avoiding him. Backstage after the show Tommy said something to Kris, “Why is Adam being so weird to you? I haven’t seen him this freaked out in forever.”
“I don’t know. We sort of made love last night.”
Tommy looked at Kris, “Adam doesn’t make love. Adam fucks people. Shit, Kris, I thought you were smarter than this.”
Kris was about to respond when he saw Adam making out with some guy on the couch. Kris just saw red and went over, “What the fuck are you doing, Adam?”
“What does it look like I am doing? The same thing I do every night. Nothing’s changed, remember?”
Adam started kissing the boy again. Kris dumped his beer on them. Adam jumped up pissed, “You fucking idiot. I am still in my fucking stage clothes. What is wrong with you?”
“Me? I thought maybe you could refrain from picking up a stranger at least one night.”
“Why?”
“So you can be with me.”
Adam looked confused, “I already had your ass and I don’t do seconds.”
Adam may as well have stabbed him with a rusty knife. Kris’ head felt like it was going to explode, “So that is all it was? You got to fuck the straight guy.”
“And you got to fuck the rock star. Instead, of being an asshole to me, you should be grateful I even did it with you. I hate fucking newbies. They always read into things.”
Tommy broke a glass, “Adam shut the fuck up. You don’t have to totally destroy him just for liking you. That is cruel even for you.”
Adam just walked out. Kris was upset and unsure what to do. Tommy put his arm around him, “You can stay in my room until you figure out what’s what.”