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basically i got a 2.2
my result is mediocre and ordinary which is fair enough becoz i've always known thats what i am. you know? i've had a good night anyway. trying to block out the fact that alot of people got 2.1's. but mostly trying to block out the fact that i worked my fucking arse off for a fucking mediocre degree when people who were barely even in and did barely any work got the same degree as me. what.the.fuck?
oh well...i guess i only have my own fucking self to blame eh? as always.
someone cut me a break please? someone cut me a break and make me believe that i am fucking worthwhile and that i am .... oh fuck it.
and anybody who tells me that its just a grade and that it doesn't really matter can go to hell becoz it does matter. my grade was for me and only me and i didn't even manage that. fuck. how cud i have been so fucking wrong about everything? seriously? how can the slackest of slackers get the same grade as me? what the fuck? seriously. why bother trying if all you're gonna get is this?
my result is mediocre and ordinary which is fair enough becoz i've always known thats what i am. you know? i've had a good night anyway. trying to block out the fact that alot of people got 2.1's. but mostly trying to block out the fact that i worked my fucking arse off for a fucking mediocre degree when people who were barely even in and did barely any work got the same degree as me. what.the.fuck?
oh well...i guess i only have my own fucking self to blame eh? as always.
someone cut me a break please? someone cut me a break and make me believe that i am fucking worthwhile and that i am .... oh fuck it.
and anybody who tells me that its just a grade and that it doesn't really matter can go to hell becoz it does matter. my grade was for me and only me and i didn't even manage that. fuck. how cud i have been so fucking wrong about everything? seriously? how can the slackest of slackers get the same grade as me? what the fuck? seriously. why bother trying if all you're gonna get is this?