i feel like i've been having a mental breakdown. i feel ugly. i hate that my husband is turned on by plastic tan women. i hate that he resents me for having low self esteem
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you do make a valid point about that delightful body parts, i hadn't really considered that.
i've been taking comfort in reading about laser scar removal and tummy tuck procedures that would remove most of the marks. i don't think i would ever be able to afford a ridiculous procedure, but it makes me feel less hopeless to know that they exist.
it still upsets me that my husband likes women that look like this:
Re: Smallest string quartetihatejournalismJune 22 2010, 17:03:32 UTC
That is super cute!! I saw it independent of you and wanted it-- but even with my stupid, smaller-than-they-used-to-be saggy boobs, I still need an underwire, which is why I'm in a bikini.
It was still soon hard to find though.
Anyway. Oh yes. Those women.
I don't feel threatened by them at all--they're just pixels, and beyond that, just women trying to make a living and I listen to a lot of Savage Love*-- but I was a bit curious about them.
So I one day I asked Phil about them. He explained to me the difference between reality and fantasy in that sort of patient tone you'd explain to Atticus that 2+2=4.
He said that the exaggerated breasts, like those of the second picture, could not (and should not) be found "in nature." So there's porn for that. He just happens to really like breasts.
He said he was fulfilling a drive that he would be completely unable to fulfill with an actual women, but that the ability to have sex with me was far better.
Of course we can't compete with them. We're playing a different sort of game altogether.
*You'd be surprised at the number of women willing to leave their husbands over the husband's porn habit.
Re: Smallest string quartetambersueJune 23 2010, 14:43:02 UTC
it seems ridiculous to me that a woman would consider leaving her husband over porn. i mean, i guess a person could be addicted to it, just like drugs or food or videogames... and maybe in a case like that it would be a different story.
but i enjoy watching porn with joel. it helps to, uh, get things going.
also, i'm still really not sure why we've never met up. well, i know it's partially that i'm intimidated by that giant brain of yours... you still in kent? we've been wanting to check out professors pub.
http://www.unique-vintage.com/seen-country-living-esther-williams-vintage-swimsuit-style-black-polka-bathing-suit-p-2468.html
very similar to that one.
you do make a valid point about that delightful body parts, i hadn't really considered that.
i've been taking comfort in reading about laser scar removal and tummy tuck procedures that would remove most of the marks. i don't think i would ever be able to afford a ridiculous procedure, but it makes me feel less hopeless to know that they exist.
it still upsets me that my husband likes women that look like this:
these women are the bane of my existence.
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It was still soon hard to find though.
Anyway. Oh yes. Those women.
I don't feel threatened by them at all--they're just pixels, and beyond that, just women trying to make a living and I listen to a lot of Savage Love*-- but I was a bit curious about them.
So I one day I asked Phil about them. He explained to me the difference between reality and fantasy in that sort of patient tone you'd explain to Atticus that 2+2=4.
He said that the exaggerated breasts, like those of the second picture, could not (and should not) be found "in nature." So there's porn for that. He just happens to really like breasts.
He said he was fulfilling a drive that he would be completely unable to fulfill with an actual women, but that the ability to have sex with me was far better.
Of course we can't compete with them. We're playing a different sort of game altogether.
*You'd be surprised at the number of women willing to leave their husbands over the husband's porn habit.
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but i enjoy watching porn with joel. it helps to, uh, get things going.
also, i'm still really not sure why we've never met up. well, i know it's partially that i'm intimidated by that giant brain of yours... you still in kent? we've been wanting to check out professors pub.
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:(
It was my favorite bar.
The 157 Lounge has great cocktails though.
And don't be silly. You have the same big brain I do. Unless you're not a mammal.
If you want to get together, message me on Facebook. I might be moving to Columbus soon, so it's now or never.
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