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I know you won't read this until later tomorrow...or even a few days from now, but just know that you mean the world to me and that everthing you say, do, and your actions make me fall in love with you more and more every day. You have the motivation and ambition to achieve anything you desire, no matter what anyone tells you or thinks. I know that you'll figure everthing out and things will fall into place how they are suppose to.
Just know that you have made me believe in myself more than anyone else ever has and I actually feel for once that I am going to really achieve anything I plan and I have to believe that you have made a huge impact on my mindframe concerning everything. You are my shoulder to lean on in the scheme of everything and know that I am always there for you and so incredibly grateful to have you so close to me. I wake up everyday so happy knowing that I have you in my life. Its just crazy how things happened between us and how natural it came. For once, in my life, I'm in a relationship where I don't worry about anything and there are no issues about trust whatsoever (or maybe I should say, lack of trust)! And how I can actually mention the future and us without you freakin out and actually believe it and truly look forward to it (haha like msu and living together and so on....cuz if that had ever came up in other relationships people would have went crazy on me...although it never came close to that with anyone anyways...but you get the point...lol).
But haha ok I'll stop being mushy and so on....just, it was a few things goin through my mind as we got off the phone. I made this cool group thing so you're the only person on my friends list that can see certain entries like this one. yup im a huge LJ dork.
I ♥ you and miss you and can't wait to see ya on friday hun!