Be kind to me, or treat me mean. Ill make the most of it, Im an extrordinary machine
So, Im kinda depressed. i Had my back surgery on wednesday. Im doing alright but I can't really do much. Im lonely and no ones visited me. I got a bundle of flowers from my friend rob in florida and I think manda's sending something, and my aunt in florida. Which is fine and dandy, but I could go with some locals coming to visit me.
Ive been moved into my apt for almost a month now and no ones come by to see it... or me. Chris told me he wanted to leave this god forsaken city again on thursday. He decided he'd wait til I was on my feet in 2 weeks before he goes to the west coast to see his family... or whatever. I told him to go out today. He's clawing at the walls here and its making me claw at my own throat, so I figured if he came back in a good mood then it wouldn't be so bad. Its just frustrating when IM the one who just had surgery and is laid up and I still have a big smile on my face and your significant other is scowling.
Theres no point in him being trapped here just because I can't go out with him. I just want a latte every so often and im fine. Im bored and tired and lonely though.
Im going nuts. SAVE ME!
Amber Dawn
Ive been moved into my apt for almost a month now and no ones come by to see it... or me. Chris told me he wanted to leave this god forsaken city again on thursday. He decided he'd wait til I was on my feet in 2 weeks before he goes to the west coast to see his family... or whatever. I told him to go out today. He's clawing at the walls here and its making me claw at my own throat, so I figured if he came back in a good mood then it wouldn't be so bad. Its just frustrating when IM the one who just had surgery and is laid up and I still have a big smile on my face and your significant other is scowling.
Theres no point in him being trapped here just because I can't go out with him. I just want a latte every so often and im fine. Im bored and tired and lonely though.
Im going nuts. SAVE ME!
Amber Dawn