Can my leg fall off like a lizzards tail?
Ok so right now everything about me physically sucks.
I went for an MRI like a week ago and they told me I have a bulging disk in my lower back, which in turn is giving me sciatica (if you dont know what sciatica is, its basically when bone in your spine wares down and irritates your sciatic nerve that is in your lower back and goes down your legs. or as Stoney put it... "Its something old people get") So anywho. They have me on 3 different drugs right now and if I don't take them Im in tears, and if I do im in LaLa Land and completely sick to my stomach... and even then Im in a lot of pain.
Yesterday I forgot to take my pills, by the time I got home from school I burst into my house in tears, my face wincing in pain and chugged all my drugs. Fast forward about an hour, Im now doped up with a glazed look in my eyes laying on my bed with my head hanging off over a bucket... because I feel like im gunna vomit. Passed out, woke up at 630am, then tried to go back to sleep and woke up every 10 to 15 minutes for the next 6 hours. Took my meds drove to school before they fully kicked in and here I am in LaLa Land again. I honestly don't feel like im really existing right now. Everythings a lil hazzy and im kinda having time lapses.
This semseter is gunna suck. I have to drop my acting 1 class because I physically can't do it without it wearing on my back. And I have a hard time sitting in the rest of my classes because it makes me feel like my leg is going to fall off or my back break. Anyyyyyyyway.
I think thats all I can think of right now... Im sure theres other things that are on my mind but they're not the dominant thoughts right now so, who fucking cares.
I love you all
Gandhi Bless
Don't eat pea soup because its gross.
I love you
Amber Dawn
I went for an MRI like a week ago and they told me I have a bulging disk in my lower back, which in turn is giving me sciatica (if you dont know what sciatica is, its basically when bone in your spine wares down and irritates your sciatic nerve that is in your lower back and goes down your legs. or as Stoney put it... "Its something old people get") So anywho. They have me on 3 different drugs right now and if I don't take them Im in tears, and if I do im in LaLa Land and completely sick to my stomach... and even then Im in a lot of pain.
Yesterday I forgot to take my pills, by the time I got home from school I burst into my house in tears, my face wincing in pain and chugged all my drugs. Fast forward about an hour, Im now doped up with a glazed look in my eyes laying on my bed with my head hanging off over a bucket... because I feel like im gunna vomit. Passed out, woke up at 630am, then tried to go back to sleep and woke up every 10 to 15 minutes for the next 6 hours. Took my meds drove to school before they fully kicked in and here I am in LaLa Land again. I honestly don't feel like im really existing right now. Everythings a lil hazzy and im kinda having time lapses.
This semseter is gunna suck. I have to drop my acting 1 class because I physically can't do it without it wearing on my back. And I have a hard time sitting in the rest of my classes because it makes me feel like my leg is going to fall off or my back break. Anyyyyyyyway.
I think thats all I can think of right now... Im sure theres other things that are on my mind but they're not the dominant thoughts right now so, who fucking cares.
I love you all
Gandhi Bless
Don't eat pea soup because its gross.
I love you
Amber Dawn