so as i looked into his eyes, i could see all of his pain...
today i looked great...i looked tan and i had this really great outfit on...i was just GLOWING. I forgot to go to First priority...Oops? I do actually feel guilty. I have so much make-up work for being absent for 2 days in a row...and I forgot to do a photography assignment. Just what i need, a zero. yesss! haha just kidding. I think tomorrow will be my first day to develope my film. I am kind of excited to do that. i am afraid that Mrs. pilla isnt going to provide much help. She is a vague kind of person...generally. I get really intimitated when i think of asking her for help. intimitated in the way i am just unsure if I will get the answer to the question I asked in the first place. i signed up to do a congress debate tournament. Shit. That was a mistake. i have some of THE hardest topics to write on. i HATE myspace. It keeps sending me error messages. grrr. My friend Jessi is trying to 'hook me up' with this other really really Christian guy. she thinks it is so funny how similar him and i are. Which is such a good thing. i like when guys are a lot like me. He is very interested in me...thats what she claims. So whatever. if it is meant to be, then it's meant to be. i cant have too much control over it. I love the Real World. I think Wes is sooo hot. I would get with him in a second. lol. He is amazingly attractive. Erin doesnt think so. whatever. haha. So I ended up not even hanging out with Abby. that sucked. I'll get over it. I adore Britni Buell sooo much. she is hilarious. i had the best time hanging out with her, Er, Aaron, and Adam on Sunday. Man, i love my church peeps. lol. I am such a loser. Crave is becoming so boring. I can hardly stand being there anymore. I feel kind of bad because I invited my friend Curt there and I told him it was fun. It really isnt, I just want Curt to learn about God. i truly just love Curt. he is the most gentle kind person i have ever met. I just hate seeing him not know God. And His divine salvation. God is so amazing and glorious and wonderful. I am tense. i need a massage. that sounds terrific. i am also very parched. hehe.