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[amberrachel]

I realize that I may appear on LJ in most cases as a brat. I think LJ is kind of weird to be honest. I know that I have a communication problem. When I have a problem I don't tell anyone and I just try to get over it. That is not healthy because eventually as I have seen from experience, I blow up. This has been a good opportunity to talk about things that bug me that nobody cares about, or that I would not bother wasting the precious time of another to bring up. This way I figure, you are choosing to waste your time by reading it and that's your fault not mine. I don't feel as responsible I guess. Anyways, I don't think that the world will stop because my dad sucks or fill in the misfortune here. I am not talking about or, whining if you will to compare scars or make anyone feel sorry for myself. I pretty much love my life. I do not have the best luck and yes it could be better. But, I am very fortunate and happy for the most part of what it consists of and man, could it be way worse. Bad things happen and there are valuable lessons to be learned from those experiences. Trust me, I try to gain something from every situation and in most cases I do and I am thankful for that. I will start working at Outback again and save up money for a bed so that I don't have to use my student loans. Sleeping on an air mattress for a month or so won't kill me. It isn't my accomodation of choice but, it will do. So bare with me folks as LJ is my therapy.
In other news....
Easter was great! Jason made me an Easter basket and I went to Red Lobster with his family. I really enjoyed myself because his family makes me laugh. Ahnalie, one of my students came back from spring break in Cali. She went to visit her mom on location. She is a make up artist for Will Ferrell. My favorite person ever! She brought me back an autographed picture that says Amber, use more cowbell! That's from one of my favorite SNL sketches. I am beyond excited!