the truth hurts sometimes
what you don't realize is....if you'd learn to stop lying and cut the crap, i'd still want to be your friend. and so would many other people.
what you don't understand is....i still want to be able to be there for you when you need someone. you know i was always there through all the hard times. do you really want to throw that away.
you say that....i was one of the only ones who cared about you. well, i wasn't one of the only ones, but yes i really did care. probably more than you will ever realize. it just hurts to think that the whole time, i don't think you really even gave a damn about me.
to you i was....just your friend of convenience. as long as you were getting what you wanted, i was your friend. if you were afraid that you would have to spend a night all by yourself, you had me there, right?
all you did was....lie. you pretty much almost brain washed me and everyone else. you found a couple of people who i was friends w/, but not too close to and turned them against me. so then they could help you to brainwash my best friend and make him not want to be around me. you tried to do anything you could to make me not want to be around him. you knew my true feelings about certain things and tried to use them against me. why? you know why!
what's going to happen is....you will lose the rest of your friends alongw/ the ones you have already lost if you keep on at this rate. if you're not careful, your whole world is going to shatter before your eyes.
i know that you may feel like we have all ganged up on you. but i don't know about anyone else, but i'm trying to help you. i can see what is about to happen and so can many other people. i only want to help you to keep that from happening even if we do end up not being friends anymore. i know one day you'll thank me.
i saw you as one of my best friends. i love you and i will miss you, but i really don't need anymore stress. don't plan on trying to be being close friends w/ me again unless you intend to do a complete turn-around and grow up a little. really.