May 14, 2010 16:58
I fucking ate over 800 calories yesterday, thats the first time i haven't been able to control my eating, grrrr. And of all things it was fried pork chops......I DON'T EVEN LIKE PORK! Shit i haven't even eaten meat in at least 6 months. I am totally stalled at losing weight too. I have been between 138-140 for forever now i just keep going up and down those couple pounds. How the hell can i not lose weight eating 200 calories a day? Fuck doesn't your heart use more than 200 calories in a day? Oh well I'm not eating today and hopefully tomorrow, fuck hopefully forever......