Oct 28, 2005 00:04
Well Everything has been pretty crazy lately* but W/E...Lot*s has been goin on**
Friday* Well i went to our last game** We lost* But Oh Well*!* Still Lots of fun* Went home and went straight to bed** I was so tired*
Woke up at like 12:30 on Saturday to go to the Alumni Soccer Game** That was a BlAsT* Not really... After that I talked with the guys* Nate*Jared*Brandon*Martin* and some others* . my bested friend in the entire world came over* HEATHER FRIKEN SPRUNG** Love Her* That was a fun filled night* Tears Laughter** lot*s of tears** HeHe* Pranked some ppl* Sang to them** Oh Yeah JARED** Sry for waking you up** LoL =)
Sunday* WoW* What a Day* Heather went with me to the Nursing Home* So Very Sad* The we saw my new cousin* Kevin Michael* he is soo Very cute* Got pranked by Jared and Brandon* Lockness Monster** Thanks Guys* HaHa* The me and Heather got stopped bye some guys at Denny*s and got interviewed* LoL* FunFun* Then we hung out with Brandon and Joey** *AWKARD* But yeah* It was really weird* but Oh Well What can ya Do* EveryThing*s My fault Ne Ways* Heather stayed till like 10 and I went home at like 830* YesYes SO MUCH FUN* not really* Just went to bed till Heather got there* LoL Then we talked and I cried* that*s what i have been good at lately* But W/E**
This Past Week Has Been Gay* Found out I have 1 55% E in Math* Gotta Love that one** Ashlee has a 59% E..LoL =) Mr. haines Sucks my as hole* HaHa*
but I guess that*s it** TTYL
*LaterLovers*
Worry about your character, not your reputation, because your character is who you are and your reputation is what people think you are.
Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I don't have
I can't talk to you anymore. It's not that I'm mad at you. It's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you, and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you, and that just makes me love you even more.
You know what I want? Just once I want to be someone's reason for waking up. Someone's reason for going through another day. Just one time I want to be the one being wished for. The one who makes a guy say 'I'm so lucky to have her". To put it simply..I want to mean to somebody what they mean to me.
Let's face it, we've changed.. we've all changed. Somewhere between summer ending and school starting, we've all gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken, friendships diminished, new loves started, and new people came into our lives. We no longer spend all our time together in our circle of friends..we no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We've changed.. some for the better and some for the worse. Some of us are finding love while others are trying to let go. Even though we've changed, we all know that even though we're all finding our own place in the world that when we find out love, when we let go of a love, when the tears fall or happy smiles spread across our face.. we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us and no matter what happens nothing will change so much that we're not all best friends forever.
When you think about him, you start to cry. When he gets online, your stomach gets that feeling and your heart beats ten times faster. When you see him, you smile without even knowing it. That means there’s something that won’t let you give up <33.
There's no point in trying to talk to you. I've tried to have a conversation with you but all that comes out is the empty feeling in my stomach and it makes me realize that you will never feel the same way about me as I do about you .
I don't know if I like you or love you, want you or need you. All I know is the feeling I get when I see you is unexplainable.
It's like once you've been hurt you're so scared to get attached again. Like you have this fear that every person you start to like is going to break your heart.
I'm the kind of girl who is constantly making mistakes and having them shoved in her face