Dec 14, 2005 14:52
I am done with my papers and tests, and almost completely packed with 2 and a half days left to go. What the hell am I going to do tomorrow and Friday?
I miss Dan more than I ever thought I could. It is killing me.
I am sad about leaving in some ways.
I have a bed here and a mattress on the floor to sleep on at my dad's apartment.
I have some really great friends here.
I am going to miss my host family.
I have been enjoying being away from my life at home...figuring out the whole year off/graduate school/job thing is going to suck.
I still need an apartment.
I want to go up north for most of the break, but also want to see friends in metro Detroit.
I don't know what flight I'm on yet.
Once I get to my dad's apartment I can't really unpack cuz there is no where to put anything there.
I hope I get through the airports without a problem.
I hope jet lag isn't as bad this time as it was when I got to England.
These things and a whole bunch of other crap are constantly running through my head and with nothing to do but sit and wait to leave I am afraid I'm going to flip out!