oh shat what to do?
WOW its been a while since ive made an actual “update”
my life has been goin great-not that it really matters to most of you-- except the fact that im always at krogers now it seems but i guess it keeps my ass outta trouble more than if i wasn’t at work
i just got a phone call fm my buddy...haha i think he is either is drunk or on some sort of drug...he is tellin me to come into town because town is cool and i dont even think he is in town...gezz he is such a goof....he just said “im a funny person” when nothin funny was said? who knows!
im really sore from what i can not say....because i have no effin clue....ppl just enjoy beatin the piss outta me...hahaha not just messin i havent been doin nething that i wasnt supposed to? so idk shit happens then you DIE (so beware)
fall formal is supposed 2 be coming soon i hope my baby goes with me and doesn’t back out at last minute i would be soo saddend!!!
im soo scared tho i dont know what to do i really like you i have since the day i met you and im so scared to lose you just the thought of losing you scares the shit outta me! i just hope that you are NOT lying to me like everyone else is sayin that you are...i really dont know what to believe but i just wanted to say whatever happens-happens and i will always be here for you if you let me! i know at times we push each other away and i dont know why but we all have our faults and i know i accept yours (even tho sometimes i dont understand why)when u get shitty so i hope that you accept mine i didnt mean to say some of the shity things i said and i know they hurt you because i know if you were to say them to me( and some i know you did) would hurt me too! i dont know why people arent happy for us or just leave us alone they seem to be more up our ass's and wantin to fuck up our lives than they should be....i know life isnt easy but cheese...(hahaha sorry! had to say cheese) im just so glad you DONT believe most of the bullshit ppl give you about me because its not true!! sometimes i think that we are being to careful in our so called "relationship" because we dont wanna hurt each other but sometimes u just gotta say fuck it and jump ya know? I DUNNO i know things will work out the way they are suposed to in the end but i just wanted to say i hope that you know i love you soo much ive never felt this way before and i hope that you feel the same way about me as i do you!!!!
He's a jeans an' tee-shirt guy.
Doesn't own a suit an' tie.
He don't impress my Dad:
He ain't all that bad.
He's the kind that's hard to catch,
Lives his life out on the edge.
Yeah, he's a little bit wild,
But he knows how to make me smile.
I can live with that;
Spend my whole life with him.
If I only ever get one chance,
Well, I guess you better count me in.
Say I never make ninety-nine,
Tell me that the world is flat.
Just as long as that man is mine,
Hey, I can live with that.
A little house, a piece of ground;
A two room flat right down town Hey, I don’t care,
I'll go anywhere Indianna to LA, Oklahoma'd be ok. Wherever he might be, Hey, that'll work for me. I can live with that; Spend my whole life with him. If I only ever get one chance, Well, I guess you better count me in. Say I never make ninety-nine, Tell me that the world is flat. Just as long as that man is mine, Hey, I can live with that. He's my destiny, the only love I'll ever need. You know I'll be satisfied, oh, till the day I die. I can live with that; Spend my whole life with him. If I only ever get one chance, Well, I guess you better count me in. Say I never make ninety-nine, Tell me that the world is flat. Just as long as that man is mine, Hey, I can live with that -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
When I fall, I fall hard.
Sends shivers through my body, and I lay down my guard.
I'm pure devotion and sweet emotion.
I feel it all when I fall.
When I make love, well, I love strong.
I let go of everything till everything I have is gone.
It's endless passion, it's everlasting.
I feel it all when I fall.
If you don't feel the way I feel,
then we can still be friends.
But after all that I've been through,
I can't go down that road again!!!!!!!
'Cause when I hurt, well, it runs deep,
AnD it's more than just a broken heart or tears down my cheek.
I feel like dying; my soul is crying.
I feel it all when I fall.
(Oh, when I fall.)
Oh, well I'm pure devotion and sweet emotion.
I feel it all when I fall. (I can feel it all.)
Baby, it's your call…… when I fall!?!?!?
Oooh.