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[amberleyspamber]

Wow, it's been a long time since I've updated this thing so I suppose I should do that now. So what's new with me? I started life at Fanshawe last week and I like it a lot. Met a lot of cool people, others not so cool. Met Danielle who is exactly like me and my friends so that really rocks. The scary thing about school is I've seen 'it' three times in two days. Thankfully I avoid eye contact and I am always with someone else so I am never left alone with the possibility of 'it' talking to me haha I need to get my hair done soon, possibly Monday. New haircut and I'm going to get some blonde highlights, depending on how much my pay was. I need a new boy interest in my life, I really really do. Or I need to go see a shrink because I can't get him out of my head. I thought this distance between us would make me get over him, but it's just like before when we didn't speak, I forget all his many many many faults and I miss him so much. Fack I really need some help here, this isn't normal. And then Melissa suggests I go for him,and I was saying how he hates me and she said they're getting over it and they don't really care anymore and they probably will talk to me again. I wish she never said that because it gives me false hope. I don't know if they'll ever talk to me again, and I shouldn't care if they do or not but I do. Maybe I'm just weak I'm not really sure, but whatever it is, I just need them to forgive me and talk to me. Blaaaaaaaaah I have to go to school for a bit today to work on a school project and then I think I'm going over to Robear's. I must be off now, need to shower and all that jazz before I head to school.
Peace Out