Tylonol PM

May 16, 2009 16:29

Its like a drug to me, it really is my drug of choice. I love it, and just cant seem to get enough of it. I crave it and seek it, desire it beyond all else, but when I get it why am I not as satisfied as I wish I was. Its like a vicious cycle, the more I get the more I want. Its fun, it is and I adore the time spent, but I am beginning to feel that it is time to slow it down, at least a notch or two. Because I can definitely see myself getting attached, I can see myself falling for this one, and that is the absolute last thing that I want to have happen.

However I know that the time to settle is approaching quite rapidly, I'm not sure I am ready to make that step, that leap, that jump, that plunge. My heart stops when I think about it, my god my issues run deep. But he is too much of my type to be getting mixed up in with. The relationship I could see would be the same as all the others, and I am tired of repeating mistakes over and over and over again. So I think it is time to slow it down...its going to be complicated, I don't know why I always get myself into these situations...

sex vs. love

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