"The Shit I am going through..."
"You don't know what shit I am going through" she says to me...
What you are going through! Oh my god, please spare me your minor bullshit! How about the shit that I go through the shit we go through! Everything is always about you, isn't it, you you you you. Ever stop to think about the billions of other people in this world? What about the child that is growing inside of you. If you continue to emerse yourself in that relationship then bitch that is your decision. What the fuck to do you expect more from us? We feed you we house you and HIM!!! like seriously? WTF? Each day all I do is pray that you will get it, but with each sunset you don't. It is not about you, it is not about him it is ONLY about your child!!! What do you expect to do when he is born? How do you expect to raise him, to provide for him, to maintain his well being? What are you going to do if we aren't there for you? who will you turn to? who will help you? who is going to pick up all your teeny tiny little pieces every time you fall apart? you think your man is going to? he cant even put roof over your head!!! The shit you are going through is never going to cease, the sooner you realize that the better. If it isn't this then its that, and trust me there will always be another something around the corner! But it is more now, so much more. The things that you are going through now are only little petty bullshit. I know it seems like a whole lot more but trust me it isn't.
I don't know how more to express this to you but babe life is hard, and you have barely even been exposed to it. We have kept you sheltered and pampered and spoiled all these years...granted I know this was solely our faults but....we just want so much more for you. And all you can do is bitch and complain and throw a fit and call me names when ever you don't get your way. It will not last much longer, I can tell you that much, however I now what you will never understand it until it happens.
You will never know what you have until it's gone. A lesson that you will need to learn on your own. This will be something that we cannot walk you through holding your hand. It pains me to say these things wether you believe me or not.
I have exhausted myself trying to teach you this and now....I just don't know what to do.
What you are going through! Oh my god, please spare me your minor bullshit! How about the shit that I go through the shit we go through! Everything is always about you, isn't it, you you you you. Ever stop to think about the billions of other people in this world? What about the child that is growing inside of you. If you continue to emerse yourself in that relationship then bitch that is your decision. What the fuck to do you expect more from us? We feed you we house you and HIM!!! like seriously? WTF? Each day all I do is pray that you will get it, but with each sunset you don't. It is not about you, it is not about him it is ONLY about your child!!! What do you expect to do when he is born? How do you expect to raise him, to provide for him, to maintain his well being? What are you going to do if we aren't there for you? who will you turn to? who will help you? who is going to pick up all your teeny tiny little pieces every time you fall apart? you think your man is going to? he cant even put roof over your head!!! The shit you are going through is never going to cease, the sooner you realize that the better. If it isn't this then its that, and trust me there will always be another something around the corner! But it is more now, so much more. The things that you are going through now are only little petty bullshit. I know it seems like a whole lot more but trust me it isn't.
I don't know how more to express this to you but babe life is hard, and you have barely even been exposed to it. We have kept you sheltered and pampered and spoiled all these years...granted I know this was solely our faults but....we just want so much more for you. And all you can do is bitch and complain and throw a fit and call me names when ever you don't get your way. It will not last much longer, I can tell you that much, however I now what you will never understand it until it happens.
You will never know what you have until it's gone. A lesson that you will need to learn on your own. This will be something that we cannot walk you through holding your hand. It pains me to say these things wether you believe me or not.
I have exhausted myself trying to teach you this and now....I just don't know what to do.