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Just thought i'd blog whilst watching smallville.
So still not really doing much and still waiting to start my new job. Currently i'm still workin part time at Stapeley and its Christmas season already which means tonnes of screaming kids which reminds me why i don't like kids and don't want them (now much me in 10 years time i'll end up having a whole bunch of them and some smart alec will be like i thought you didn't want kids :P) So anyways on Sunday i decorated a christmas tree to pass the time whilst the tearoom was quiet- i just hope my clearance for my new job comes t hrough soon so i can start living again - my life is seriously on hold!!
Oh failed my driving test again this week which sucked because i know i am a good driver it just felt like the examiner was being so picky the other time i failed i'll hokd my hands up and say yeah okay fair enough but this time i thought it went well :( ahh well i guess i'll have to wait now till i start this job so i can pay the test fees again!! (thats unless anyone wants to sponsor me to take tests ;) )
Though i am also feeling pretty shit at the moment i guess its nothing more than the lack of a social life i seem to have at the moment so i have been throwing myself into Nantwich Players which is the drama society i've joined helping out where i can attending events. Its paind off because i get to play the ghost of christmas present in the christmas carol which i'm looking forward too- i just hope i find it easy to learn the lines!!! Though it will give my immagination a run for its money and stretch a bit of that old grey matter which seriously isn't getting used much at the moment!!
Though through writing this entire blog all i've been thinking about it this lad called Peter that i met at University this year i think i really like him but then again its always easier to like someone that you can't have a relationship with- when he was at uni it was easy coz he was only down the road so we could go the cinema or just hang out and be stupid but now he's back home and im here, we're both broke so i've not seen him in awhile. we text all the time and speak on the phne so i can bug him buts its not the same and theres so many what ifs and buts going through my head its driving me crazy. I never seem to do things the easy way i guess i jsut like to go for the impossible or the hopeless eeee well i guess theres no good in moping about it now i guess things will come to ahead one way or the other!
So still not really doing much and still waiting to start my new job. Currently i'm still workin part time at Stapeley and its Christmas season already which means tonnes of screaming kids which reminds me why i don't like kids and don't want them (now much me in 10 years time i'll end up having a whole bunch of them and some smart alec will be like i thought you didn't want kids :P) So anyways on Sunday i decorated a christmas tree to pass the time whilst the tearoom was quiet- i just hope my clearance for my new job comes t hrough soon so i can start living again - my life is seriously on hold!!
Oh failed my driving test again this week which sucked because i know i am a good driver it just felt like the examiner was being so picky the other time i failed i'll hokd my hands up and say yeah okay fair enough but this time i thought it went well :( ahh well i guess i'll have to wait now till i start this job so i can pay the test fees again!! (thats unless anyone wants to sponsor me to take tests ;) )
Though i am also feeling pretty shit at the moment i guess its nothing more than the lack of a social life i seem to have at the moment so i have been throwing myself into Nantwich Players which is the drama society i've joined helping out where i can attending events. Its paind off because i get to play the ghost of christmas present in the christmas carol which i'm looking forward too- i just hope i find it easy to learn the lines!!! Though it will give my immagination a run for its money and stretch a bit of that old grey matter which seriously isn't getting used much at the moment!!
Though through writing this entire blog all i've been thinking about it this lad called Peter that i met at University this year i think i really like him but then again its always easier to like someone that you can't have a relationship with- when he was at uni it was easy coz he was only down the road so we could go the cinema or just hang out and be stupid but now he's back home and im here, we're both broke so i've not seen him in awhile. we text all the time and speak on the phne so i can bug him buts its not the same and theres so many what ifs and buts going through my head its driving me crazy. I never seem to do things the easy way i guess i jsut like to go for the impossible or the hopeless eeee well i guess theres no good in moping about it now i guess things will come to ahead one way or the other!