my summer so far...
so its been so long since i have updated. summer has been going well. working lots and hanging out with quinn mostly. hes has been in europe for 2 weeks tho. he comes back tommorrow. so it will be good to see him and see all the fun hes been having. its been wierd not having him around 24/7.. but its been nice in a way. not to be mean to quinn cause i love him and love hanging out with him. hes my best friend. but to have my own life for the past 2 weeks... you know. its amber not quinn and amber. plus i havent had his annoying complants abou what i do that annoys him. haha. i wont lie i was sad a few nights. you get used to something adn to not have it is weird. he called me twice from europe. how jelous i am!!! i am so glad hes there tho, he so devsers to have a great time and expreince life out side of this town. hung out with kieth the other night,. we hadnt hung out in a while. it was one of the best times we have had togther. it was fun. of course i got really drunk. i wont lie some of the night is a blur but other than that it was fun.work has been going well. it really has changed me. the way i dress talk and most importantly feel abou tmyself. it has given me so much confidence. weird how a little old recpetionist job can do that. i love everyone that i work with. i go to work tired and grumpy and as soon as i get there i am so happy and cheerful. i love this new found confdence i have. its abou time i love myself. it took forever to get here but its nice.. really ncie. i feel powerful and able to do anything i put my mind to. a BIG chnage from the girl who never tried cause she was afraid to fail. anyway thats about it. plain and simple i am having a good time. some days my heart hurts but other than that its okay.. a life i am proud of.. wow how sentamental.. haha okay