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people piss me off--------how do they think they know me----------they dont know whats in me---------they dont know if i think about organizing the bottom drawer or not--------they dont know if i think about organizing the whole house--------or cleaning everything spotlessly----------they have no fuxing clue if i feel discouraged-----------yet they think there the one thats the only one who feels life-----------they think there the only ones that life hurts-----------they think that i couldn't possibly know shit-----------they dont see me even when i'm right in front of them looking them in the eyes----------they dont see that i hurt myself----------and cut myself--------and keep doing it----------are they blind!----------do they think i just do that because things are so great inside me?--------but then they dismiss it like its nothing and i'm full of shit?----------like its nothing---------and what i have to feel or think or say could not be important at all?-----------because its what i'm saying----------i couldn't understand what pain they feel or sadness cuas how could i have felt it--------WeLL they haven't lived inside my bones----------and walked around in my body---------and lookded through my eyes--------fux them------yeah i got it so easy----------its so easy what they see----------WeLL there fuxing blind------------i guess htis is what the easy life looks like to them--------but to me easy would be freeness---------but there the ones that wont let me have it-----------but its so wonderful in there eyes---------my life is fuxing wonderful------WeLL why dont i realize it---------why dont i feel happy then?-----------why can't i be free then or just break free-----------even i dont know--------apparetly its because----------i have such a good life?-----------i fuxing hate assholes!---------i wish i could stab hot irons up there asses and watch as there asses melt shut---------and then i could laugh------------lol---------then i could feel that happiness---------is that wrong that it would make me feel good?----------WeLL it would----------i must be evil :(