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Wanna hear something pathetic?
I think one of the reasons that I fail over and over when I try to lose weight is that I'm afraid.
I'm afraid to lose weight because then I'll get healthy.
If I'm healthy I'll probably live longer.
If I live longer, I may live longer than Nathan.
And that is one of the worst things that could happen to me.
To have to say goodbye to him would break my heart beyond all repair.
I think one of the reasons that I fail over and over when I try to lose weight is that I'm afraid.
I'm afraid to lose weight because then I'll get healthy.
If I'm healthy I'll probably live longer.
If I live longer, I may live longer than Nathan.
And that is one of the worst things that could happen to me.
To have to say goodbye to him would break my heart beyond all repair.