now I have no idea what I'm doing
I'm done.
I have decided that I don't want to be a social worker anymore. I have no idea what I want anymore but I know what I don't want and I don't want that. I also know I don't want to work at walmart for the rest of my life.
In the back of my mind social work wasn't really something I was really passionate about but I thought it was. If that makes any sense at all. It felt nice having a major and knowing what I was going to do with the rest of my life but then again that was too sudden. I don't want to rush into something I don't feel comfortable doing and something I don't really have a passion about. Something I would have to do for the rest of my life. I don't know. I know I still want to do something that involves kids but I don't know. I really have no idea. It feels scary not knowing but then again it feels nice not being commited to something that I didn't even know if I wanted to do in the first place.
I told my mom on Christmas about my plans. She wasn't upset at all. Her exact words were "Please stay in school. Don't end up like me I want a better life for you." I'm staying in school but I kind of just wasting money right now with not knowing what I'm doing now.
It feels good getting that out. I think I have been holding that in for about this whole semester.
There now whats next?
I have decided that I don't want to be a social worker anymore. I have no idea what I want anymore but I know what I don't want and I don't want that. I also know I don't want to work at walmart for the rest of my life.
In the back of my mind social work wasn't really something I was really passionate about but I thought it was. If that makes any sense at all. It felt nice having a major and knowing what I was going to do with the rest of my life but then again that was too sudden. I don't want to rush into something I don't feel comfortable doing and something I don't really have a passion about. Something I would have to do for the rest of my life. I don't know. I know I still want to do something that involves kids but I don't know. I really have no idea. It feels scary not knowing but then again it feels nice not being commited to something that I didn't even know if I wanted to do in the first place.
I told my mom on Christmas about my plans. She wasn't upset at all. Her exact words were "Please stay in school. Don't end up like me I want a better life for you." I'm staying in school but I kind of just wasting money right now with not knowing what I'm doing now.
It feels good getting that out. I think I have been holding that in for about this whole semester.
There now whats next?