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i miss elan.
i need my medicine. (medicine = marijuana). it may just be time to get a club card. until then... I NEED HELP! (help = hook up).
i am trying to decide how many hours i should take on at work (a day care type place) now that i know i like it there.
i tried to take both stats and music appreciation (online) the first summer semester, but dropped the classes to have more time with elan before he left. now i need to decide whether i should attempt to do both again, or just do one or the other.
i have a family that wants me to sit for them regularly. they're really nice and cool. there's a 2 year old and a 5 (prob 6 now) month old. even though i'm really excited about it, for some reason i can't bring myself to call them to set things up.
i see babies everywhere and i just wanna take care of all of them. my biological clock is ticking years too early. i want a baby :(
i am back to having no friends. after all the work i put in to form friendships they've all fizzled. i know i have people that i can go to when i really need it but no one is close to me... i don't have anyone to spend time with.
i want out of this community college deal. i wish i could have been normal enough to get through high school so i could be going off to college like everyone else. i feel like such a loser.
life is so goddamn difficult.
i need my medicine. (medicine = marijuana). it may just be time to get a club card. until then... I NEED HELP! (help = hook up).
i am trying to decide how many hours i should take on at work (a day care type place) now that i know i like it there.
i tried to take both stats and music appreciation (online) the first summer semester, but dropped the classes to have more time with elan before he left. now i need to decide whether i should attempt to do both again, or just do one or the other.
i have a family that wants me to sit for them regularly. they're really nice and cool. there's a 2 year old and a 5 (prob 6 now) month old. even though i'm really excited about it, for some reason i can't bring myself to call them to set things up.
i see babies everywhere and i just wanna take care of all of them. my biological clock is ticking years too early. i want a baby :(
i am back to having no friends. after all the work i put in to form friendships they've all fizzled. i know i have people that i can go to when i really need it but no one is close to me... i don't have anyone to spend time with.
i want out of this community college deal. i wish i could have been normal enough to get through high school so i could be going off to college like everyone else. i feel like such a loser.
life is so goddamn difficult.