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today was most definatley a better day. i got to hang out with calin and christina. we had a blast shopping for stuff for J.C's birthday. we went to like 5 different car places trying to find that car chalk stuff and we went to great lakes crossing and walked around. i saw these sweet shoes but my mom said i couldnt buy anymore shoes this month cuz ive already bought like 3 pairs. guess i have to wait till april.*tear. we had so much fun in the car talking to ex-boyfriends on the phone and singing. we decided that we dont sound that bad when we sing together so were going to see if Mr.Latreille will let us record some stuff in the studio with some songs i wrote. TIGHT!
st.patty's day tomorrow! i cant wait...green is the best color EVER and being irish is the coolest thing ever so its like two for one holiday! calin and i want to drink green beer but we dont know where to get any on a thursday night so were s.o.l till friday. oh well whats a girl to do.
so i talked to drew today and hes really pissing my off. all this shit about hanging out with the boys and finding rides...hes being an ass and im getting sick of it. im the only one who hangs out there just to hang out not because i want something and im one of his only friends but he still thinks he can treat me like shit well eff that i dont even want to go there this weekend now. hes lucky to have someone like me...because he is no prize and everyone knows he wouldnt have a date to prom but im willing to effing go so what the heck ever. i dont even care if that sounds like im so into myself because its not like im trying to say im hot shit or anything just that he should be thankful for the friends he has and really take a look at who his true friends are. deep breath. im so effing worked up about all this right now. i think i should give dear ol fenton a little break because everyone there is pissing me off. and i think i really need a theripist or something because Will has royaly fucked with my head and i really dont know what to think when it comes to that whole boys and realationships subject so heaven forbid i ever trust another guy again. GAWD! i just want at least one person to understand what the heck im going through right now. but i dont even know. this inner turmoil shit is driving me nuts...i want to be a little kid again when your biggest problem is not getting two scoops of ice cream or having to come inside because its too dark to play. things seemed so much easier when you where so innocent and untainted.
andys gay because hes not coming to my party. peepee sucker!!!!jp
bed time kids~ muah
st.patty's day tomorrow! i cant wait...green is the best color EVER and being irish is the coolest thing ever so its like two for one holiday! calin and i want to drink green beer but we dont know where to get any on a thursday night so were s.o.l till friday. oh well whats a girl to do.
so i talked to drew today and hes really pissing my off. all this shit about hanging out with the boys and finding rides...hes being an ass and im getting sick of it. im the only one who hangs out there just to hang out not because i want something and im one of his only friends but he still thinks he can treat me like shit well eff that i dont even want to go there this weekend now. hes lucky to have someone like me...because he is no prize and everyone knows he wouldnt have a date to prom but im willing to effing go so what the heck ever. i dont even care if that sounds like im so into myself because its not like im trying to say im hot shit or anything just that he should be thankful for the friends he has and really take a look at who his true friends are. deep breath. im so effing worked up about all this right now. i think i should give dear ol fenton a little break because everyone there is pissing me off. and i think i really need a theripist or something because Will has royaly fucked with my head and i really dont know what to think when it comes to that whole boys and realationships subject so heaven forbid i ever trust another guy again. GAWD! i just want at least one person to understand what the heck im going through right now. but i dont even know. this inner turmoil shit is driving me nuts...i want to be a little kid again when your biggest problem is not getting two scoops of ice cream or having to come inside because its too dark to play. things seemed so much easier when you where so innocent and untainted.
andys gay because hes not coming to my party. peepee sucker!!!!jp
bed time kids~ muah