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[amberellachere]

im so fricken terrible!! i cant ever just let things be i have to make myself miserable. i pick something apart and find everything i hate until i dont like it anymore. i think i have a complex or something...a fear of comittment perhaps. at any rate everythiing is falling apart and i dont want what ive got. it scares me to death and all i want to do is run and hide in a really small space that nobody can see me. and on top of it all i think that the answer to my problems might be the very thing thats been in front of me the whole time. wtf? cant handle this shit....cant handle myself. if you where to pick apart my brain i dont think you'd ever be able to figure me out. im driving myself nuts!

fuck da noise!!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday jessi i la you!!! your 18 and a women now word to your mother.

love me please~