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Feb 19, 2004 15:17

Well I haven't made an acutal update in a long while. Things have been going so great I haven't really had the time. I just got home from my lunch date with Truly. Gotta go take a shower we are going to the movies while Neily is at work ( Read more... )

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wow! glittercritter February 22 2004, 15:56:21 UTC
i just got online and discoverd you more recent entries and wondered, well.... when sis all this start? haha, i couldn't help it.
i am so happy for you and neil. i can honestly say that i am very happy about this occasion because i think you will be happier in this relationship rather than the last with derek the jerek. sorry, that's what i've called him ever since that night at ashley's apartment. also, according to recent findings, during the time i was there, they weren't my friends, in fact, they hated me there. the both of them. and everyone else for that matter. i had no idea and i thought they were my friends. well, the people that hated me included you, but i dont think now you would would pretend to be my friend... i really do actually like you. i wish we could be friends or something close. onto other things...
you and derek didn't seem right. not like a match. it seems that the only thing that held you together was his stubborness to let you go and your hope. then again, i dont know the whole deal anyway.
you just seem like a happier person, you seem happy, innocent, smart, like a deep thinker... derek struck me as exceedingly angry, stubborn, chauvanistic, and quite frankly, not someone i would imagine you with! neil seems more your type... i would like it very much and im sure others would too, if you posted pictures of the two of you on your journal!
i would love to see that
i am so happy for you and neil. congratulations!!

-Lea :)

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Re: wow! ambercobain February 23 2004, 08:33:33 UTC
Thank you Lea. I understand everything that you said perfectly. I think you are right about the Derek thing: about us being together for his stubborness to let me go and my hope. That was a really good way to put it actually.

About us being friends...It's a strang concept I guess. When we were in school I liked you. Had no problems with you actually. Then came that shit at Ashley's house. Honestly that was a little "problem" I guess you could say. It seemed like a big deal but I was just mad at you for a couple things that you said...nothing to straight up not like you for. I think we could be friends.

Oh yeah, back with that apartments shit...I didn't really talk to Ashley as much as I do not so I can't speak for her but as far as Autumn, we talked around that time and she never once told me that she didn't like you. She actually did consider you a friend...unless she was lying to me but I don't find no reason why she would b/c at that point I was mad at you so if she didn't like you she knows she could have told me. But that's just my view...I didn't know Autumn that well then either or what you've found out I'm sure you have better reasonings on why they supposedly didn't like you.

I guess I will talk to you later. I will try to get Neily to take some pictures of us when I get home from work tonight. He has a web cam I just have to do a little convincing...he's super shy about taking pictures. :)

Thanks a million though, that comment made me feel good.

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