*sigh*
Amber
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry I'm a jerk, I'm sorry the way I was acting earlier. I kills me that you don't want to be with me. It also kills me that I won't be able to see, touch, hug, kiss, cuddle and many other in that catagory. I love you and I miss you. I wish I could go back in time to change things, or make it so you didn't know me so I didn't inconveinence you. I love you so much it hurts. God I wish I could express it to you of how strongly I feel. I want to be with you. I just wish you felt the same. Please don't throw away the flowers or any of the pictures I pulled out. Just look at them and think of everything we have done together. Great unforgetable memories. I love you so much. Please give me another chance. I'm begging you. There is too much to lose. I want to be with you forever. Just please, please, please think to give me one last chance. Don't throw away all of our pictures, I would like them to hold and cherish. I have my dads wedding cake one b/c I'm hoping one day we will have one of our own. Please talk to me again. Pleas call me when you read this or before you go to work tomorrow. I told you about the ver job not only because it would benefit you but hoping the reason for your seperation from me is because of lack of time. Please don't find anyone else. I could picture another guy holding you how I held you. And "taking" you sweetly how I once have. I love you. You are my first and I want you to be my last which you probably will be whether you take me back or not. I love you so much it is unexpressionable. I want to live with you. I wish you would give me the time of day and lets really talk about things and let me know everything and we can comoprimise. I just feel like chirs is more important than me. Please seriously talk to me. All the pictures, I want us to be like that again. I love you so much. I want you to be able to have fun with me You were really happy with me then, right? Please call me, and again I'm sorry about my 'crazy" behavior earlier. I just really want you to be the one I'm with forever and tell our kids that we were together in high school and have been deeply in love ever since. Anyways I will quite bothering you now. I love you. Please call me as soon as you can. If I don't pick up keep calling b/c I am desperate to talk to you. I love you.
Please Love,
Derek
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry I'm a jerk, I'm sorry the way I was acting earlier. I kills me that you don't want to be with me. It also kills me that I won't be able to see, touch, hug, kiss, cuddle and many other in that catagory. I love you and I miss you. I wish I could go back in time to change things, or make it so you didn't know me so I didn't inconveinence you. I love you so much it hurts. God I wish I could express it to you of how strongly I feel. I want to be with you. I just wish you felt the same. Please don't throw away the flowers or any of the pictures I pulled out. Just look at them and think of everything we have done together. Great unforgetable memories. I love you so much. Please give me another chance. I'm begging you. There is too much to lose. I want to be with you forever. Just please, please, please think to give me one last chance. Don't throw away all of our pictures, I would like them to hold and cherish. I have my dads wedding cake one b/c I'm hoping one day we will have one of our own. Please talk to me again. Pleas call me when you read this or before you go to work tomorrow. I told you about the ver job not only because it would benefit you but hoping the reason for your seperation from me is because of lack of time. Please don't find anyone else. I could picture another guy holding you how I held you. And "taking" you sweetly how I once have. I love you. You are my first and I want you to be my last which you probably will be whether you take me back or not. I love you so much it is unexpressionable. I want to live with you. I wish you would give me the time of day and lets really talk about things and let me know everything and we can comoprimise. I just feel like chirs is more important than me. Please seriously talk to me. All the pictures, I want us to be like that again. I love you so much. I want you to be able to have fun with me You were really happy with me then, right? Please call me, and again I'm sorry about my 'crazy" behavior earlier. I just really want you to be the one I'm with forever and tell our kids that we were together in high school and have been deeply in love ever since. Anyways I will quite bothering you now. I love you. Please call me as soon as you can. If I don't pick up keep calling b/c I am desperate to talk to you. I love you.
Please Love,
Derek