One Week
My 23rd Birthday is in one week. There were so many things we had thought of doing but when it came down to it, it was all just a big hassle to plan and get together. So I think we are just spending on day, Saturday the 25th, doing all kinds of fun stuff with a bunch of friends. That way regardless of everyone's schedule, everyone can make it to something. I am just so stoked to have over a week off of work to relax and lounge with Boo-berry. I plan on finishing a lot of my projects that I have been working on to sell this Fall. I am going to possibly sell some things at the Dandy Lion store in New Albany. Should be a fun inventive way to make cash during dead time.
This Sunday I get to be an extra in this Zombie movie being filmed in New Albany. Uncle Robbie's friend is making it. I am going with them in full zombie garb! So excited! Sunday night is the Bank Street Folk Fest also! Its going to be a good weekend.
I was sitting around thinking about where I was last year during my bday. I think that was when I truly started to feel how much Gerald loved me. I believed that he was in love, but not the same kind of love tha I felt for him. I realized afte all of the events around my last b-day. When he carried me into the E.R. bc my psoriatic arthritis flared up, when he went to great lengths to make sure my bday week was full of affection and pampering, when he did everything in his power to never break physical contact with me. I felt so horrible during that time, I was embarrassed about my skin, my pain, my frustration and sadness. I tried to hide it, I didn't want him to see me like that. Not when everything was so happy and new, but he made me know that I could be vulnerable with him. That he loved that too about me. I know this year will be even better than last as long as he is still there to share it with me.
Oh! My one b-day wish is to get my car fixed! And to maybe have an over the top romantic evening alone...
This Sunday I get to be an extra in this Zombie movie being filmed in New Albany. Uncle Robbie's friend is making it. I am going with them in full zombie garb! So excited! Sunday night is the Bank Street Folk Fest also! Its going to be a good weekend.
I was sitting around thinking about where I was last year during my bday. I think that was when I truly started to feel how much Gerald loved me. I believed that he was in love, but not the same kind of love tha I felt for him. I realized afte all of the events around my last b-day. When he carried me into the E.R. bc my psoriatic arthritis flared up, when he went to great lengths to make sure my bday week was full of affection and pampering, when he did everything in his power to never break physical contact with me. I felt so horrible during that time, I was embarrassed about my skin, my pain, my frustration and sadness. I tried to hide it, I didn't want him to see me like that. Not when everything was so happy and new, but he made me know that I could be vulnerable with him. That he loved that too about me. I know this year will be even better than last as long as he is still there to share it with me.
Oh! My one b-day wish is to get my car fixed! And to maybe have an over the top romantic evening alone...