There's gotta be more to life
then TV and school.
I miss my friends. I miss one in particular but I know that will never be the same because of my brother. But oh well. Maybe one can forgive but I know they will never forget and I hate that, but what can I do? I know they need someone to bitch to and disappear with when things suck because things are sucking for them in some aspects of other female friends they have. But there is nothing I can do but sit and wait and hope one day she can forgive me.
I am beginning to want to move back home. Only because I have people up there I love (Michelle is # 1 besides family) and I have people to go fuck around with. I love the people I work with on 2nd shift but damn thr 3rd shifters still suck. I love most of the kids. I love being there sometimes I just hate the pay, the hours, and the fucking bitches that are over us. They all suck except for our 2nd shift supervisor. But oh well FUCK THEM ALL! I can't wait to quit so I can tell all the "big" people how much they suck at their job and how they are all bitches except a couple. Like Nathan and Susan. I want to shut that place down!
Marcus and I still have yet to decide on a place yet. We found some more that we wanna go look at. The first one on my list here is so expenisve and we won't be saving that much money. I LOVE the 2nd one but I HATE the area. It's next to a crackhead store
(NC-17) and a bunch of tittie bars. So we are on the hunt again.
I have given up on men. I will still fuck my married guy but that is all it is and will ever be is fucking. It's starting to suck too. :( So I am gonna be a virgin again. lol. Vince is doing the family thing with the bitch in Canada, even being daddy to her child. Mario is fucking married to an old bitch in GA somewhere near my moms I beleive. Omar is just plain crazy. Jersey ain't about shit, he's not moving here anytime soon. Kalvin just wants my goodies. Willie just wants my goodies but he's still in jail. And there is another married man that wants them and a guy whos dating someone who wants them. And another person who is gonna get them because I want his but after him no more. I guess all I am good for is my bomb ass goodies. Fuck that I am on lock down!
I miss my friends. I miss one in particular but I know that will never be the same because of my brother. But oh well. Maybe one can forgive but I know they will never forget and I hate that, but what can I do? I know they need someone to bitch to and disappear with when things suck because things are sucking for them in some aspects of other female friends they have. But there is nothing I can do but sit and wait and hope one day she can forgive me.
I am beginning to want to move back home. Only because I have people up there I love (Michelle is # 1 besides family) and I have people to go fuck around with. I love the people I work with on 2nd shift but damn thr 3rd shifters still suck. I love most of the kids. I love being there sometimes I just hate the pay, the hours, and the fucking bitches that are over us. They all suck except for our 2nd shift supervisor. But oh well FUCK THEM ALL! I can't wait to quit so I can tell all the "big" people how much they suck at their job and how they are all bitches except a couple. Like Nathan and Susan. I want to shut that place down!
Marcus and I still have yet to decide on a place yet. We found some more that we wanna go look at. The first one on my list here is so expenisve and we won't be saving that much money. I LOVE the 2nd one but I HATE the area. It's next to a crackhead store
(NC-17) and a bunch of tittie bars. So we are on the hunt again.
I have given up on men. I will still fuck my married guy but that is all it is and will ever be is fucking. It's starting to suck too. :( So I am gonna be a virgin again. lol. Vince is doing the family thing with the bitch in Canada, even being daddy to her child. Mario is fucking married to an old bitch in GA somewhere near my moms I beleive. Omar is just plain crazy. Jersey ain't about shit, he's not moving here anytime soon. Kalvin just wants my goodies. Willie just wants my goodies but he's still in jail. And there is another married man that wants them and a guy whos dating someone who wants them. And another person who is gonna get them because I want his but after him no more. I guess all I am good for is my bomb ass goodies. Fuck that I am on lock down!