Aug 17, 2005 01:28
friends only...
until sonday after work. then i dont fucking care about you, because you bviously dont care about me.
you are a piece of shit. nothing more, nothing less.
how dare you parade your relationship around just because you want to rub it in my face. i would be glad if you found someone who you were REALLY happy with, but what i saw tonight wasnt happiness. it was spite. what you did tonight was done to hurt me and i know it. AND HOW DARE YOU! you knew that seeing that would hurt me, and to do it when you know that im going through so much else at the same time? fuck you
i take back everything that i told you about wanting to be your friend. someone who is worthy of being my friend would never pull a stunt like that to hurt me. never. i forgave you for what you wrote about me earlier, but i can only take so much.
i am through. until this very moment i was still in love with you. actually, i think i still might be. but that obviously means nothing so fuck it. fuck it all. you say that i threw what we had away..no. all summer long i was trying to hold onto any sred of hope while you told me you were doing your best to drink every memory of me away.
i was so confused when i found out that you were dating a 17 year old little girl. it made no sense at all to me, but now i get it. the two of you must have quite the connection seeing as how you are both CHILDREN.
im too pissed off to write anything more. and even if i wasnt, i dont think you are worth another moment of my time.