Mar 21, 2004 21:43
Last night was just - god, it was horrible. I mean, it didn't start out that way - I was with Marcus. And, um, I think it was almost kind of a date. But then Nick called and he, god, I didn't think he was doing drugs. I mean, I used to think Marcus did, until I got to know him but Nick never seemed like it. He called and Marcus was, like, totally broken by it. I could see him sort of shaking, even though he was trying to stay calm. So I made sure to drive and we went and got Nick - who, like, looked like he was gonna die. And then we drove to some guy with a really weird name.
And oh, yuck! We were just getting out of the car when Nick, like, threw up. He almost got my shoes! He is so lucky I managed to jump out of the way or he would have been dead. Although from the way he looked, he probably would have been better off I had killed him.
Anyway, the guy whose place we were at was obviously a total geek or something, just the kind of person I'd expect Nick to know. But, you know, older and stuff. He helped us get Nick inside and then I sat with Marcus and, um, held his hand until I had to go. Cause Mom would have, like, totally killed me if I was late. And then Marcus gave me this huge long hug and whispered that he was glad I was there.
And somehow I didn't mind anymore that Nick almost threw up on me....
God, this is so weird. I have no idea what's going on with me! But, um, I really hope Marcus is at school tomorrow...