Sep 23, 2009 08:52
well all today we go to the surgeon at 10:30 and oncologist at 2:30. we will get surgery schedual and course of treatment for my dad. he turned 65, 8-31-09. he is the oldest living male from his family, they have never lived long enough to get the "older" cancers. The irony is i am more worried about my mom than him. he will survive or not based on his attitude and fate....my mom will worry herself to death. sigh.
alot to shoulder now, my job being on the line, my job exploding full vs over full, A (who's he) i don't know right now, school...blahblah blah. please understand if I am a flake or forget something,
I am greatful for the random calls and txts from you it does help, I'll answer if I can. I am terribly dissapointed that we cancelled our trip this week, but it is the best thing for the BIG picture, sigh.
S has been keeping things up to date and will keep doing this for me. I just can't do it.
thanks for reading this long ... :P Pppllfft. thats where I am at, disappointed