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I haven't updated in a while, figured I would. Well I have a job offer. I have no idea if I should take it. The good thing about it is that its a really good paying job. I would have extra money, more than I usually do every month, I can get a new car. But I havent decided to take it yet. There is only one thing holding me from taking it. If I do take it, it would only be because I would have the time to work all of the time and nothing else, just to get away from everything and start my own life away from here. But I dont want to take it I really don't. He would be the only reason I wouldnt take the job, if he really truly believed me when I tell him that I mean that I can do a much better job with our relationship. It not ment to sound bad or anything its a great thing if I didnt take the job. But I dont know I guess I will talk to him about it.
Other than that big thing that I have had on my mind for a while, everything has been going good. They cant find out what was wrong with my stomach pains from the surgery, I know that there has got to be something wrong, but most of the times DR.s can be wack jobs. But anyways I guess I will go. I will update later. Bubye
***I will wait until you are ready to decide, just know that I love you***
Other than that big thing that I have had on my mind for a while, everything has been going good. They cant find out what was wrong with my stomach pains from the surgery, I know that there has got to be something wrong, but most of the times DR.s can be wack jobs. But anyways I guess I will go. I will update later. Bubye
***I will wait until you are ready to decide, just know that I love you***