my lil guy
well it's been a while since i wrote in here, i guess i'm trying to keep myself from drifting back off into the past and talking about "him" because i got to get it through my head that he is the past not my future like i once though. my lil guys my future now!! and i've been busy with him... i got his lil winky wacked (circumsision) a week ago and i got to watch them do it. need i say ouch! i'm not a guy so i can't relate completely, but after watching it... i wasn't surprized that for a few days after my li guy was not a happy camper! i felt so bad for him, but he's over it now and it looks "normal" now... well i should say normal to me... maybe not for some... i've never "been" with someone that wasn't circumsized, so it's normal looking to me. I know some people don't agree with it and if you are one of those people please don't comment and tell me why it shouldn't have bben done because i don't care... it's done and they can't slap the skin back on so save it! i went through hell trying to fine a doctor and the money to get it done, but it all came together at the last second... alot of doctors didn't want to do it cause of him being "older" and not getting it done at birth, but he was way to sick at birth and i didn't get to bring him ome till a month after he was born...I'll tell that story some other time, but i finalt found a doctor that would do it if he was under 7 weeks other wise i'd have to pay a urologist to do it for 1200.00. i'd have never been able to come up with that kinda money. the day before he turned 7 weeks old a friend a very good friend told me that they would pay for it since i didn't have the 500.00 the doctor wanted either and the doctor wouldn't except payments. so i finay got it done for my lil guy... he'll thank me later:D ok i'm sure i'm boring the hell out all you readers cause i'm boring the hell out myself, so i'll stop. bye bye