Still not sure

[amber_goodman12]

Wow, long day. I went to math and took a quiz, wait no, I got one back. I got an 80 on it. Anyway, afterward went to Simon, took a test that I didn't even know we had until that morning and I thought was hard but not hard but then again not easy, I don't know how to explain. At 10 we went to go on the Norco Fun Fair field trip, that was fun. We had to wait like an hour before our bus came so we did what any normal teenage people would do, act like little kids and play on the playground. I was acting delusional during that. Macy could have gone on the trip because William added her name on it they weren't suppose to use that sheet, but they did, and ok, hard to explain. I have most my best friends depressed and everything, I wish I could take their place, I want to move. I have reasons of my own. I have decided that if anyone asks me a question within now and a month after summer, I'm going to say no, just to, except teachers and a few other questions that people would make fun of me if I said no. I talked to Macy today on the phone and was telling her about how Mons was being mean at Norco and etc. I feel like reading right now, that's all I want to do, read. I don't know, I'm a weird chick. I don't know why I said chick instead of girl or person, but I don't feel like changing it so it's going to stay like that. I want to say something in here but I can't, and if I was to, I would regret it later. I don't want to hurt anyone's feeling, Curren and Len o know what I'm talking about, oh yeah, and Sam and Carmon. P.S. Sorry Sam about earlier, I gave you back your hat and I said sorry to you also, AND offered to make you a ring or bracelet or necklace, whatever you want. I think your cool person. For those who know what I'm talking about, I seriously don't know what I'm going to do, I don't want to do one thing cause that would be a bad thing for everyone in the end but if I don't do that, some people are going to get hurt. I wish I would just move away and start over with new people even though I really like almost everyone now. I think I'm going to tell Macy what's going on tomorrow, only if she promises not to tell a soul. Nothing else really happened today, I wish I could go back in time and change like a whole bunch of stuff, I don't know why I even bother.

Lyrics:
I think I'm breaking out
I'm gonna leave you now
There's nothing for me here, it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here, I'm not afraid

[chorus]
Way away, away from here I'll be
Way away, away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
(Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here, I'm on my way
I made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say, I'm not afraid

[chorus]
Way away, away from here I'll be
Way away, away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
(Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

Letting out the noise inside of me
(Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering
(Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting off my words before I speak
(Cutting off my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Letting out the noise inside of me
(Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering
(Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting off my words before I speak
(Cutting off my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

[chorus]
Way away, away from here I'll be
Way away, away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
(Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything