why
WHY do you always do this to me?! WHY?!
i fucking HATE you right now. coz all you do is do everything i FUCKING want to do THIRTY THOUSAND FUCKING TIMES BETTER.
because ur parents can afford to buy you things on a whim.
and you have no FUCKING idea, do you? no idea how much that has FUCKED ME UP, all my life.
I FUCKING BLED BECAUSE OF YOU
and you'll NEVER FUCKING KNOW
ok, rant over. now you can all go and think how horrible i am, even though i'm actually a nice person. but you don't see that. because im such a fuckin screw up.
(sorry about this, i promise im nearly done)
and you know what? if any of you ever stopped to think, you'd see that you can trust me as a friend. im not gonna tell everyone ur secrets. but thanks to all of you who think i would, that makes me feel just great, y'know.
i love you all. and believe it or not, i don't want any of you to be unhappy. so for fuck's sake, don't think i do. because that really hurts.
and please dont necesarrily think this applies directly to you, coz it applies to everyone i know.
i love you guys
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i fucking HATE you right now. coz all you do is do everything i FUCKING want to do THIRTY THOUSAND FUCKING TIMES BETTER.
because ur parents can afford to buy you things on a whim.
and you have no FUCKING idea, do you? no idea how much that has FUCKED ME UP, all my life.
I FUCKING BLED BECAUSE OF YOU
and you'll NEVER FUCKING KNOW
ok, rant over. now you can all go and think how horrible i am, even though i'm actually a nice person. but you don't see that. because im such a fuckin screw up.
(sorry about this, i promise im nearly done)
and you know what? if any of you ever stopped to think, you'd see that you can trust me as a friend. im not gonna tell everyone ur secrets. but thanks to all of you who think i would, that makes me feel just great, y'know.
i love you all. and believe it or not, i don't want any of you to be unhappy. so for fuck's sake, don't think i do. because that really hurts.
and please dont necesarrily think this applies directly to you, coz it applies to everyone i know.
i love you guys
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