Aug 20, 2005 15:51
me and matt talked about "us" being friends agian for tha millionth time and i'm gonna actaully try and make this work this time insted of aruging with tha boy about things that nothing can be done about. i miss dating him like crazy but i have to get over it and in time i will i guess i'm gonna take a break with boys right now....so i can let my heart heal from being broken so many times by travis,my parents,and matt. tha only people that i kno won't ever think of hurting me are heather,veronica,&heather's family.
as for everyone else i pretty much have no trust for them, but i do have one problem i get attched to peolpe way to easily i think that's why i always end up getting hurt which is really gayyy. everyone one keeps telling me things with get better.... in time i think they will but it might take a while...