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Hey Journal,
Things are getting mroe stressful, though the stress is only rising because of me. College is getting closer, which in turn is making me nervous. I'm scared of failing again, not to mention I'm scared of also going into college itself. I guess I'm just scared of life. I don't want to leave the things I'm use to, my boring days of calm, normal, constint days.
I heard from Ashy. She said everyone's doing ok. Allie has gotten better, and I guess him and Evan have some kind of closure now. They're not back together, in fact Allie has a new BF, but they have a closure now. (I know I probably am not spelling very good. Ignore that.)
I also talked to Eden. Man, I missed him. Ash said he worked his ass off and graduated on time. I'm so happy he did. I was hoping to get to talk to Kai, though I must say he'd probably tell me to stop being a pussy about school and just get over it, go do it, and to get on my knees like a bitch. XD;
Damn...I really fucking miss Kai. I think I still have his Email, if thats event the correct one anymore, and i might try Emailing him. I just miss talking to him lae at night, or whenever he popped on. I miss having some type of relationship with him, even if it's just online and him listening to my complaining and me taking his insults. lol, don't get me wrong, he's really not as bad a guy as he tries to make people believe he is.
But I need to get going now. Stuff to do and all.
To all my friends out there, wherever you all are, Take care and be safe. Love you all.
Till later, Amber.
Things are getting mroe stressful, though the stress is only rising because of me. College is getting closer, which in turn is making me nervous. I'm scared of failing again, not to mention I'm scared of also going into college itself. I guess I'm just scared of life. I don't want to leave the things I'm use to, my boring days of calm, normal, constint days.
I heard from Ashy. She said everyone's doing ok. Allie has gotten better, and I guess him and Evan have some kind of closure now. They're not back together, in fact Allie has a new BF, but they have a closure now. (I know I probably am not spelling very good. Ignore that.)
I also talked to Eden. Man, I missed him. Ash said he worked his ass off and graduated on time. I'm so happy he did. I was hoping to get to talk to Kai, though I must say he'd probably tell me to stop being a pussy about school and just get over it, go do it, and to get on my knees like a bitch. XD;
Damn...I really fucking miss Kai. I think I still have his Email, if thats event the correct one anymore, and i might try Emailing him. I just miss talking to him lae at night, or whenever he popped on. I miss having some type of relationship with him, even if it's just online and him listening to my complaining and me taking his insults. lol, don't get me wrong, he's really not as bad a guy as he tries to make people believe he is.
But I need to get going now. Stuff to do and all.
To all my friends out there, wherever you all are, Take care and be safe. Love you all.
Till later, Amber.