"......you move like i want to.....to see like your eyes do....."
yes, i'm listening to the deftones yet again today. every time i'm online i listen to them....got a prob.? oh well...lol...i love 'em...but anyways. just got done eating (YES AGAIN!) but except this time i was actually hungry for something, lol. i plan later to eat me some chocolate swirl icecream with a banana, or maybe just the banana. i think i need to stop eating. i've gained like a total of 10 pounds in 5 days. it's killing me. but oh well. who's gonna see me anyway?.....enough of that stupid topic, let's move on to greater things.....uhhh....i can't think of anything......i've been thinking of writing more songs and recording more of them. i let my brother listen to the one and only song i've recorded and he said it didn't sound too bad, but it sounded like i was really embarrassed to sing, like you could tell it in my voice. which i was embarrassed to sing MY song in front of people. but it's weird, i can sing songs off the radio just fine. i dunno......i'm not saying that i'm great and i'll get somewhere by singing, but i think that maybe if i practice more and i actually sing like i wanna sing then maybe i'll get somewhere. all i need is someone to play guitar and someone to play drums. my step-dad played the bass. i can't play bass and sing at the same time, i'm just not that coordinated....lol..welp, i think i'm gonna get offa here and get some things done. college scholarship shit....yay, yay! <