.....hey you....
hey all. been bored and too lazy to think up anything clever enough to write about. i had a friend spend the night last night. my sis had some people over and that was kind of interesting to see all these different groups of people talk and get along together.....i dunno. m and my friend just sat there, talked about guys, ate....and ate some more, wished we were with some guys....lol...that's about it...lol. i got my hair cut yesterday. it looks way stupid. when i get the money i think i'm going to get my hair done. like the whole 9 yards....gonna strip it down to a brown, dye it a chocolate brown color, and then put some higlights in it. hopefully it won't look too bad. i haven't had brown hair in like a year. i'm kinda scared to see the turn out. hmm.....what to talk about....lo9l...i'm gaining so much weight. i think i need to stop eating. i've gained like 5 pounds seriously over night and i'm not too happy about it. i'm seriously thinking about not eating for a couple days and sticking to water for my source of food...lol...oh well.....i think i'm giving up altogether with the whole "finding my dream guy" situation. my dream guy doesn't exist, and if he does he's not in this town and prolly not in ohio at all. he's prolly in my dream state of CaLiFoRnIa.....ahhh...to be in cali right f*ckin' now...i'd do anything. i wanna get outta this hell hole. i wanna run around in bikinis and skimpy outfits all year long and be able to learn how to surf......man....my time will come i guess. but about the whole guy situation. i seriously have given up. i think that if i see a guy that i think i wanna get to know, then i'm definetely gonna let him come to me if he wants to get to know me. i'm not gonna push anything. because no matter what i do, no matter what i say, -hands down- everytime i try and be the "outgoing type" it turns out totally bad. so if i catch the eye of a cuy, then he's going to have to come to me....and get me....i'm done with chasing and getting hurt......haha...wow i had a serious talk...lol....well, now that i have totally made an ass of myself i think i might take a power nap. i'm super tired.......see ya on the flip side, dude!! :)
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