i just realized... today...
today is NINE months till the wedding WHOOOOOO!!!! and tmr is a year and 8 months since we been together!!!!!
but my mom is STILL ok it hink i heard it THREE times today ALONE "are you SURE you wanna do this..? its like shes TRYING to get me to doubt what the fuck is going on? i asked her REPEATLY "do u not like him or something?" and she keeps saying "i am not marrying him, hes alright"
i dunno why shes getting mad for him leaving to his friends house for real... but it just reminds me how badly i needed to move out over a year ago... moving back in reminds me why i hated it so bad in here... i dont feel safe here...
but my mom is STILL ok it hink i heard it THREE times today ALONE "are you SURE you wanna do this..? its like shes TRYING to get me to doubt what the fuck is going on? i asked her REPEATLY "do u not like him or something?" and she keeps saying "i am not marrying him, hes alright"
i dunno why shes getting mad for him leaving to his friends house for real... but it just reminds me how badly i needed to move out over a year ago... moving back in reminds me why i hated it so bad in here... i dont feel safe here...