"FUCK" ~man on the sidewalk "Nah.. no thanks!" ~colleen!! haha
all day yesterday my stomach has hurt soo bad. i havent really been eating that great, cause it hurts.. and then it will stop and i'll be starving.so i eat, and ohh what do you know.. i feel like im dying again. so i woke up this morning.. felt like complete shit.. but went to work anyways. that lasted for about an hour before i told yelena i needed to go home. so here i am.. at 9:55 in the morning.. sitting in my igloo of a house. i think im just gonna lay in bed and watch sappy movies all day. sounds like a plan to me.
got in a huge fight with my mom on the phone last night. seriously, i felt like getting in my car, going over her house and beating her up. she called for my dad.. but he was on his cell phone in the other room.. so i said hed call her back when he got off the phone. about 5 minutes later, the phone rings again.. its her. "just let dad answer... that way he'll get off the phone"... and i told her that was gay... he'll call her back in a minute. so about 10 mins go by.. she calls YET AGAIN... now im getting pissed. im trying to watch my shows... and shes being a bitch about it. i keep going out to tell my dad... and he said he was almost done.. to tell her he'll call her in a few minutes. well that doesnt stop her... now she starts calling my cell phone. about 10 times.... then she calls the house again, and i dont answer, and neither does my dad cause by the time he got up, to answer it... she hung up. there goes my cell again.. " WHY DIDNT YOU ANSWER THE PHONE".... ummm you told me not to... and you let it ring 3 times and hung up, dad didnt even have a chance to get 2 feet away from the couch.
so now we're both screaming.. and she hangs up on me. great.... .3 seconds later big surprise... the phone again. " what"... i say... " wheres dad"... same old shit... i started screaming that he was still on the phone and that he would call her in a minute,, where she then starts yelling " I DIDNT KNOW HE WAS ON THE PHONE" ... HAHAHAH WHAT THE FUCKKKKK... i told her about 90 times that he was. go smoke some more crack mom... jesus christ.
on saturday night the girls,, (maris, miss, manda and meg) came over to hang out. we went downstairs and played catch phrase. is that not the greatest game in the entire world?! i love it. its like.. you sit down to play, and youre excited... but not alll that excited. but then you start playing and youre screaming and flipping out. haha i was dying. i almost peed my pants laughing sooo unbelievably hard sometimes. it was great. then we're sitting there, and my dads in teh other room getting IM'ed from someone.. and marissa busts out laughing. shes laughing so hard,, that shes laying on the floor convulsing (sp?) haha it was great.
so after they left, i brought maris (the ritz) home... and headed over the delgrecos to house sit/dog sit. marissa, the little girl, has a trampoline in the back yard.. so i was laying on that, looking up at the stars. it was soo beautiful out that night. it wasnt cold at all... not really that warm.. but just right. so im laying there, looking at the stars, and the sky was soo soo clear. you could see all the stars, the moon.. and tiny streaks of white.. it was awesome. so im laying there like a sap... smiling to myself, and i see a shooting star. how perfect is that?!? i felt like i was in a movie. so i closed my eyes and made a wish.
things have a funny way of working themselves out.. soooo maybe it will come true, but its me... so who knows.
In other news... im using the 40 dollars they left me for food money to go tanning.. because i look like death run over.. its gross. i dont want to be summer tan... just healthy tan. im sick of looking like a ghost.
well.. i think thats enough for today. im sorry to the 4 people that actually read this.... it was long, and quite boring.
time to go put my pjs on, curl up in bed and watch.. hmmmm maybe '16 candles'... i havent seen that in a long time " I <3 Jake Ryan!" haha
and maybe after that a little breakfast club. Awesome 80s at Amber's today!! =o)
got in a huge fight with my mom on the phone last night. seriously, i felt like getting in my car, going over her house and beating her up. she called for my dad.. but he was on his cell phone in the other room.. so i said hed call her back when he got off the phone. about 5 minutes later, the phone rings again.. its her. "just let dad answer... that way he'll get off the phone"... and i told her that was gay... he'll call her back in a minute. so about 10 mins go by.. she calls YET AGAIN... now im getting pissed. im trying to watch my shows... and shes being a bitch about it. i keep going out to tell my dad... and he said he was almost done.. to tell her he'll call her in a few minutes. well that doesnt stop her... now she starts calling my cell phone. about 10 times.... then she calls the house again, and i dont answer, and neither does my dad cause by the time he got up, to answer it... she hung up. there goes my cell again.. " WHY DIDNT YOU ANSWER THE PHONE".... ummm you told me not to... and you let it ring 3 times and hung up, dad didnt even have a chance to get 2 feet away from the couch.
so now we're both screaming.. and she hangs up on me. great.... .3 seconds later big surprise... the phone again. " what"... i say... " wheres dad"... same old shit... i started screaming that he was still on the phone and that he would call her in a minute,, where she then starts yelling " I DIDNT KNOW HE WAS ON THE PHONE" ... HAHAHAH WHAT THE FUCKKKKK... i told her about 90 times that he was. go smoke some more crack mom... jesus christ.
on saturday night the girls,, (maris, miss, manda and meg) came over to hang out. we went downstairs and played catch phrase. is that not the greatest game in the entire world?! i love it. its like.. you sit down to play, and youre excited... but not alll that excited. but then you start playing and youre screaming and flipping out. haha i was dying. i almost peed my pants laughing sooo unbelievably hard sometimes. it was great. then we're sitting there, and my dads in teh other room getting IM'ed from someone.. and marissa busts out laughing. shes laughing so hard,, that shes laying on the floor convulsing (sp?) haha it was great.
so after they left, i brought maris (the ritz) home... and headed over the delgrecos to house sit/dog sit. marissa, the little girl, has a trampoline in the back yard.. so i was laying on that, looking up at the stars. it was soo beautiful out that night. it wasnt cold at all... not really that warm.. but just right. so im laying there, looking at the stars, and the sky was soo soo clear. you could see all the stars, the moon.. and tiny streaks of white.. it was awesome. so im laying there like a sap... smiling to myself, and i see a shooting star. how perfect is that?!? i felt like i was in a movie. so i closed my eyes and made a wish.
things have a funny way of working themselves out.. soooo maybe it will come true, but its me... so who knows.
In other news... im using the 40 dollars they left me for food money to go tanning.. because i look like death run over.. its gross. i dont want to be summer tan... just healthy tan. im sick of looking like a ghost.
well.. i think thats enough for today. im sorry to the 4 people that actually read this.... it was long, and quite boring.
time to go put my pjs on, curl up in bed and watch.. hmmmm maybe '16 candles'... i havent seen that in a long time " I <3 Jake Ryan!" haha
and maybe after that a little breakfast club. Awesome 80s at Amber's today!! =o)