An almost rant
I'm starting to think that I would be in a lot less pain if I just ended all contact with certain people.
These people being
#1] Most recent ex
#2] Almost potential girl
Usually, I don't really talk to an ex after the breakup. There's generally no point and at that time, at least one of us absolutely hates the other, or we're both not very happy with each other.
#1 thinks it's a good idea to stay friends because, well forget the "reasons," since now it seems like it's just to hurt me. But when I was thinking logically I could see why he wanted to stay friends. We still got along well, and enjoyed each others company. I also saw little reason to breakup, but whatever.
I've been single for almost 2 months, and I'm still not over it. Not only that, but the little things that he used to say that hurt me, still hurt. Really bad. Like telling me I have the "potential" to change things. Yeah, that would would sound like a compliment. You COULD do all these great things...
You mean... I can't now?
And then there's the whole thing with me being pretty much unable to have fun. No, those weren't his words. They're mine. I've been an adult all my life. Here's the odd thing, when I finally DO act like a child, it's wrong.
Go figure.
#2... Ah, potential girl. Flirts with me so I'm thinking, hey, this could be good for me, I need to move on and I really like this girl.
Oh wait, you didn't tell me you had a girlfriend...
*slaps own face*
Frickin' deceiving women.
At least the people above me are having a good time. Bed is squeaking SO much.
Can you say, applause section?
These people being
#1] Most recent ex
#2] Almost potential girl
Usually, I don't really talk to an ex after the breakup. There's generally no point and at that time, at least one of us absolutely hates the other, or we're both not very happy with each other.
#1 thinks it's a good idea to stay friends because, well forget the "reasons," since now it seems like it's just to hurt me. But when I was thinking logically I could see why he wanted to stay friends. We still got along well, and enjoyed each others company. I also saw little reason to breakup, but whatever.
I've been single for almost 2 months, and I'm still not over it. Not only that, but the little things that he used to say that hurt me, still hurt. Really bad. Like telling me I have the "potential" to change things. Yeah, that would would sound like a compliment. You COULD do all these great things...
You mean... I can't now?
And then there's the whole thing with me being pretty much unable to have fun. No, those weren't his words. They're mine. I've been an adult all my life. Here's the odd thing, when I finally DO act like a child, it's wrong.
Go figure.
#2... Ah, potential girl. Flirts with me so I'm thinking, hey, this could be good for me, I need to move on and I really like this girl.
Oh wait, you didn't tell me you had a girlfriend...
*slaps own face*
Frickin' deceiving women.
At least the people above me are having a good time. Bed is squeaking SO much.
Can you say, applause section?