Let The Truth Be Known
It was 8 months ago, 8 months that were long months. It's time to go and let it be. It was time a long time ago, but now it should definitely be done. No more talk, no more calls, no more messages. No one should have been dragged into this, and for the one that was, I'm very sorry. I never wanted you to be put in the middle, you don't deserve it. You deserve so much better. You're a good person and deserve to be treated like it. I didn't talk shit to his friends, they all still like him very much, and they would all hangout with him if he would call them. None of them chose a side, for which I'm very happy. I told them to not choose sides, that it was childish to do so. No one cares, I don't, they don't, and he shouldn't. It's time to let go. I've moved on, I moved on 8 months ago, and am very happy and content with it. My life has been better, I've been better, everything has been better.
~On a much more lighter note: yay for ass on speed dial and having a really good friend that I just happen to have sex with! It's good to be with a friend that the feelings are sex is sex, lets go! Then to be able to hangout and just chill and bullshit with eachother is great. Where no one is being used, b/c we're good friends. No feelings or desires to be in a bullshit "relationship"; just being content with hanging out with one another listening to music and talking, going and grabbing some food, and then coming home and sleeping. Then, when you wake up the next morning, you're laying next to your friend, and it's like..."what's up dude? you ready to go home?". Knowing that no feelings are being hurt, and that everythings cool. I like that.
~Now to a slightly less lighter note: sometimes I miss him. DAMN ARMY!! Why did you have to drop out of college 3 fucking times and join the army. I miss having that friend around. Even when it was a bad day, he'd still find something good in it. OH, and I miss the boys in Owasso, damn them too lol! But i'll go see them when I buy a car. I miss Ed :( He's in stillwater, I see him sometimes on the weekends when he comes up to ponca for a little while. It's good to talk with him. He's always been such a good friend to me, but atleast I still get to see him. I also still miss my boys: brian, aaron, jake, neil, the whole crew. I love them, and always will.
~On a much more lighter note: yay for ass on speed dial and having a really good friend that I just happen to have sex with! It's good to be with a friend that the feelings are sex is sex, lets go! Then to be able to hangout and just chill and bullshit with eachother is great. Where no one is being used, b/c we're good friends. No feelings or desires to be in a bullshit "relationship"; just being content with hanging out with one another listening to music and talking, going and grabbing some food, and then coming home and sleeping. Then, when you wake up the next morning, you're laying next to your friend, and it's like..."what's up dude? you ready to go home?". Knowing that no feelings are being hurt, and that everythings cool. I like that.
~Now to a slightly less lighter note: sometimes I miss him. DAMN ARMY!! Why did you have to drop out of college 3 fucking times and join the army. I miss having that friend around. Even when it was a bad day, he'd still find something good in it. OH, and I miss the boys in Owasso, damn them too lol! But i'll go see them when I buy a car. I miss Ed :( He's in stillwater, I see him sometimes on the weekends when he comes up to ponca for a little while. It's good to talk with him. He's always been such a good friend to me, but atleast I still get to see him. I also still miss my boys: brian, aaron, jake, neil, the whole crew. I love them, and always will.