Can't i have both?
Seriously...can't i have both, one at this time, and one when it's in ponca? damnit...confused. I can't do pros and cons, I can't base a final decision off of anything, and frankly...i don't want a "final" decision. fuck that. Now...onto something else...last night was fun, interesting, and crazy at the same time. Soucek was hella fucked up, and it took forever to get to taco bell b/c we didn't know if he was going to throw up or not. Once again...last weekend rocked, this weekends turning out to be pretty kick ass too...but you know what...NEXT weekend should kick even more ass..b/c i'm off all weekend, and yeah...i've got some plans. :D However, these plans with my friends kindof conflict with my family plans, and obligations, so ...yeah, I have no idea...I just wont sleep, that's all. I'll do what everyone wants me to do, and sleep monday night before i go back to work on Tuesday. Mom and I are still looking for a house, that other one doesn't seem like it's going to work out b/c someone bought it...or is buying it. Which sucks, moms really really depressed, i can't talk to her, and I just want to move on and find a different house, b/c to me...we're moving for the dogs. I'm putting my name on the house, it's my credit that quite possibly could be getting fucked up, and it's going to be holding me here in ponca for years, so I just want to get a house for the dogs where they wont get taken away. Mom has a court date sometime for the dogs where she goes at it with the old man face to face....that should be interesting. I would go, but one of us needs to work so we'll have some form of money.