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Marilyn manson "man you fear"
The ants are in the sugar
The muscles atrophied
We’re on the other side, the screen is us and we’re t.v.
Spread me open,
Sticking to my pointy ribs
Are all your infants in abortion cribs
I was born into this
Everything turns to shit
The boy that you loved is the man that you fear
Pray until your number,
Asleep from all your pain,
Your apple has been rotting
Tomorrow’s turned up dead
I have it all and I have no choice but to
I’ll make everyone pay and you will see
You can kill yourself now
Because you’re dead
In my mind
The boy that you loved is the monster you fear
Peel off all those eyes and crawl into the dark,
You’ve poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars
Pray unto the splinters, pray unto your fear
Pray your life was just a dream
The cut that never heals
Pray now baby, pray your life was just a dream
(I am so tangled in my sins that I cannot escape)
Pinch the head off, collapse me like a weed
Someone had to go this far
I was born into this
Everything turns to shit
The boy that you loved is the man that you fear
Peel off all those eyes and crawl into the dark,
You’ve poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars
Pray unto the splinters, pray unto your fear
Pray your life was just a dream
The cut that never heals
Pray now baby, pray your life was just a dream
The world in my hands, there’s no one left to hear you scream
There’s no one left for you
well he has taken me home the past few nights, cuz i have been on grave for two days already. and i miss him. i enjoy the way he makes me laugh. he is so hallariouse. Its so funny when he gets him ditsy moment.well it was funny cuz i just woke up from a dream of us just driving and i was doing the gears. and he just turned to me and smiled he looked out the window and looked back at me and his face was a clown everybody knows i hate clowns when it comes to be in my dream. You know its weird cuz i prey for us evey night as in me, him and our baby. But i feel like he aint listening. i know things will be right layer but i dont know what he(up) will do next or let happen next. im scared or what he's ganna do next im nuthin but good to him and everybody eles but some reason it all goes wrong i dont know where to turn or where to fall. im getting these dreams that are haunting me, and will haunt me for the rest of my life. and its all about one situation but has some type of chane realation....is there a reason why he took the man of my dreams away, it there a reason for me to suffer and watch my love be with another women while im trying to move on and take care of my self while i cry at right and when i see them come around my heart stops. why am i the one getting punished in everyway i aprotch life? can some one come and fix this you know what if it aint one person to fix this than i dont want it fixed alot ill just do it my self and move on with pain and sarrow. when i listen to the stills there is something about it that makes me think of kurt, i dunno so here is a song for him.......
The stills
"Still In Love Song"
We were lovers, we were kissers
We were holders of hands; we were make-believers just losing time
You said you'd rather live in T.V. land and then say that you can but you don't
That's heartless and I will not cry
But I'm still in love
And I'm still in love...
You're dreams of acting on screen. What do they mean?
You'll be dancing senseless in your bedroom and
You find yourself out of a job and before too long
You'll be selling lemonade to the overpaid
And I'm still in love...
I remember it was summer; I was out of my head but you would
You're selfish and a waste of space
But I'm still in love
And I'm still in love...
here's onther song that reminds me of him
the veils "guiding light"
I'm fine from within
Just better without
This noose around my neck
Is counting me out
Whenever I run
My beautiful sin
Is calling outside
And it's that that reminds me of you
Now our every last effort tried
So far has been denied
It's easy to cry for love
Far harder to try
There goes my guiding light
Farewell my guiding light
I fought my way in
But can't find a way out
Of this weightless regret
Surrounding me now
And whenever I run
Some beautiful sin
Is calling outside
And it's that that reminds me of you
Now our every last effort tried
So far has been denied
It's easy to cry for love
Far harder to try
There goes my guiding light
Farewell my guiding light.
i love you claudio