My Goodness
My goodness. you know i haven written in this thing forever and i can seem to think of anything to write about. what does that say about my life? i mean it feels like i so nothing but i am never home doin nothing. you know? no you dont because i dont even know. it sucks, right now i feel like i am at this piont in my life that i sont know what to do. i mean junior is like punshed to the edge right now because crystal is all the way in missourri still. i swear, i didnt know there was such thing as love sick, but this is like destorying him. im serious. he couldnt even come to school on tuesday because he was feeling soo sick. and i hate to leave him home because he goes into this depression thing when he is alone and i fear the worst! so i have made a decision, when junior needs to stay home because of his love sickness, i shall also! i think it is the only way to be for sure that he will be ok... ;) hehe! but i dont know if the school will excuse the absence if the note says; "please excuse amber from yesterday, her twin brother was sick". yeah, i dont think that will work too well! but that would be nice. so yeah, im always on my toes with my brother. now onto my dad, you know he really doesnt have an excuse. he's just a ass! im serious. he acts like a little baby all the time and i dont get it. its like walking on egg shells with this person! i hate living in my own house. it will be nice when i turn 18! (NOV, 5th, for those of you who didnt know!) or will it be? because i dont know if i will be able to move out because of the whole "i dont know if i can support myself" thing. you know. so that sucks. but anyways, im at school right now and im supposed to be a good TA right now and run some things around. so it was nice letting this load off to you all. sorry, this was kinda a depressing post... what was i thinking?
Amber